Rest Easy, Sweet Boy
I was praying and hoping that I wouldn’t have to write this post for many more weeks or months…
On Friday afternoon, we had to say goodbye to Einstein. It was the most difficult, heart wrenching thing I’ve ever had to do. I want to thank you for the outpouring of love, thoughts and prayers that you sent our way through comments here on the blog, on Instagram, and through email after I shared Einstein’s diagnosis… it meant so, so much to us.
Between Thursday and Friday, he got progressively worse rather quickly… On Thursday morning when we woke up, he had some blood coming from his nose, and when we talked to the vet, he said he believed it was from the brain hemorrhage and things were likely getting worse… His breathing became much more labored, we couldn’t get him to stand up or walk to the door to go outside on his own, and the dog that loved food more than anything else in the world refused nearly everything we tried to feed him. By lunchtime on Friday, he wouldn’t even open his eyes when we laid next to him, touched him and called his name. We didn’t want him to suffer and it was clear he wasn’t going to get better given what we knew (he had a large brain hemorrhage, numerous nodular lesions in his brain, and additional ones in his lungs); when we got him to the vet, he said we were absolutely making the right decision. It didn’t make it any easier, but it reassured us.
Needless to say, the last handful of days have been incredibly difficult. We’ve been trying to keep busy, but the pain is very real and so overwhelming at times.
I’ve been struggling so much with how suddenly and quickly this all transpired. He had just had a perfect checkup a little over a month ago! It was less than three weeks ago when he was running after Joseph and just seemed to fall down and couldn’t get back up. We thought he would be fine with some rehabilitation, and he WAS doing great, then a week later he had a seizure. I knew then something was probably very wrong, but kept praying it was something that could be fixed. It just breaks my heart that he was sick and we never knew… I don’t know how long the cancer was there, but I just pray so hard that he was never in any pain before this all happened. After Friday, I kept Googling symptoms of brain cancer in dogs to see if there was something that we might have missed, because I just felt so badly that I had somehow failed him, but unfortunately the most common first symptom is a seizure, and the other symptoms would have been terribly obvious, and he never had any of them.
I feel so blessed that my husband loved Einstein just as much as I did, and he took such amazing care of him these last few weeks, rushing him to the vet and animal hospital and moving him around, since I’m massively pregnant and couldn’t do much to help physically. When we first started dating, I told him I was a package deal – I didn’t have any kids, but I had an 80-pound Golden Retriever that sheds way too much and thinks he’s part human, and we were a two-for-one. He never flinched. When we got Einstein’s initial diagnosis, while I was crying, he was online researching alternative treatments, and looking for a homeopathic vet since surgery or cancer treatments weren’t an option. He is simply the best and I could have not gone through this without him.
We had a dog growing up that we got when I was five, Lady, and she lived until I was a senior in high school… Then, a year after my dad passed away my mom rescued a young dog, Bella, and had her until just two years ago, and of course we have Duke… They were/are all absolutely wonderful dogs, but I have never had such an attachment to a dog like I had with Einstein.
I brought Einstein home as a puppy just a couple of weeks after I published my very first post on this blog, wayyyyy back in February of 2007. I was living a couple of hours away from Pittsburgh at the time, was spending a lot of time on my own, and I just wanted a buddy. I’d never had a Golden Retriever before, but for some reason that I can’t even remember now, that was the breed I had my heart set on, and so I got Einstein. I could not have asked for a better buddy… We did everything together. We went on three walks a day, he was always next to me in the house (especially the kitchen!), and was just such an amazing, best friend. He was the most easy going dog, always up for whatever and would do whatever you wanted… vets and trainers always marveled at his amazing temperament. He was the only dog I knew that legitimately LOVED going to the vet. Like, it was one of his favorite places. He’d go in, get up on his hind legs, paws on the counter, like he was checking in… it was hysterical. Then he’d march right onto the scale, and once in the exam room he’d hop right up on the exam table and enjoy the attention.
If anyone ever doubted that dogs have souls, they would only need to spend a short amount of time around Einstein to be proven wrong. He was so acutely in tune with people and their feelings, it was amazing. There were a couple of times he would hear me crying from a totally different floor of the house, and within a minute, he was laying next to me, head in my lap. My husband tends to get stressed out about stuff, and once we all moved in together, if Einy ever sensed he was getting too stressed (he didn’t even need to raise his voice or anything, I have no idea how he knew), he ran to him, sat next to him, and licked his hand. For a time, I was living back at my mom’s with Einstein and my grandma moved in as well. He seemed to know she was weak – he laid next to her chair every evening so she could pet him, he walked right next to her walker – never in her way – just kind of supervising, and the last week that she spent in the house before she went to the hospital, she seemed fine to us, but he insisted on sleeping on her bed, which he never had done. He always slept upstairs, but when everyone went to bed, for that entire week, he would get on her bed and refuse to get off, even for treats or food (which, hello, he would do ANYTHING for food!). He knew.
He was the absolute perfect dog for a toddler, as well. It breaks my heart that Joseph won’t remember him, because Einstein was SO incredibly good to him, and watching them together made my heart swell. As soon as Joseph started crawling, Einstein was never more than two steps behind him. Just like he used to supervise my grandma, he would keep an eye on Joseph. Even now that he was walks (and runs!) with ease, Einstein was always close by. My husband and I were looking at pictures a couple of nights ago, and Einstein was always within a few feet of Joseph, even if he was just sitting and playing with a toy and Einstein was laying close by. He let Joseph crawl all over him, and of course loved how much extra food was flung his way!
He was even amazingly tolerant of Duke… when we brought Duke home as a puppy, he immediately started picking on Einstein, chewing on the fur from his tail, biting his ears… you name it, and he did it. Duke continued that behavior, and a trainer told us a couple of years ago it was likely because of Einstein’s incredibly laid back nature that Duke decided to become the boss so that someone was in charge. I think Duke definitely knew Einstein was sick, though… after Einstein suffered the initial stroke, Duke never once attempted to play with him or nag him, instead just got close, and sniffed him a lot. He has done pretty well so far since Friday (maybe he sensed Einstein was dying?), but I feel so awful for him – I know he’s missing his best friend.
Our house feels lonely and empty without Einstein here with us, and everyday there seems to be some little part of our daily routine that Einstein was a part of that sends me into a puddle of tears… Cutting up Joseph’s banana in the morning (I always gave Einstein the ends), changing Joseph’s diaper on the changing table in the living room (Einstein would always follow us over and lay in the corner), going upstairs at night (Einstein would always walk up first and lay at the top of the steps waiting for the last person before heading into the bedroom)…
He was the best dog anyone could ever hope for, and there will never be another like him. I feel so, so blessed that I got to spend the last nine and a half years of my life with him – he was such a special dog and left a lasting impression on anyone who met him. I wish we had been given more time together, but the time we had was rich beyond belief.
He is so incredibly missed and will be every single day until I get to see him again.
I wanted to share some of my favorite pictures of him from puppyhood through the most recent months… I hope you enjoy watching him grow up :)
He waited for us every single night, and I have no doubt that he’ll be up there waiting for us again one day…
Until we meet again, big guy… Know that you were loved beyond measure, continue keeping an eye on Joseph, and play all of the tug of war you can ❤️
I’ve avoiding reading this post, but today I decided to finally take the plunge.
I just cried through a box of tissues. Dogs are the best…and it’s the worst when we have to say, good-bye! Thank you for always sharing : )
Beautiful & I cried my eyes out.
God bless Einstein! Thank you for sharing the pictures and his story, and I have no doubt he’s waiting for you all!
Reading your post about Einstein, I could have written the same thing about my dogs. I have had a dog since I was a year and a half old. I still remember picking up Skippy our first dog. What my dad wore, the shoe box she came in, etc.. That was well over 60 years ago, and that is the first memory of my life. My wife had a Golden when we met, and Lucy worshiped the ground I walked on. She was my constant companion. Lucy sounds like she was so much like Einstein. Parting with my dogs has always been the hardest thing I have ever done emotionally. It’s something you never get used to. If anything, it has gotten harder for me over the years. You can form a bond with a dog that you can’t form with any other creature on God’s green earth. Frank my best friend, we had to put down in November of ’15. I swear he could read my mind. He knew what I wanted him to do before I even said anything. We have 2 new dogs and we love them dearly, but losing Frank was really hard, so I know the pain you have in your heart. I wish you well.
Beautiful Beautiful Family !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We lost our Golden absut 3 years ago and I miss her dearly. I know what your are going through and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your Beautiful Family. I want to tell you that your nut roll recipe is unbelievable. We have been enjoying it for about 3 years and we can’t Thank you enough.
Merry Christmas
Carol Kisan
North Huntingdon Pa
I just had the courage to read this today. I was so sad to hear that Einstein wasn’t well, but when I saw the title of this post, it broke my heart. I’m so sorry for your loss! You described him so beautifully and what a lovely tribute. I loved your Friday Things post with the dog pictures at the end, I’d always scroll down to see their cute faces. Sending hugs your way as you carry on with your little family. I know Einstein is watching over all over you. Thank you for sharing him with all of us over the years.
I’m just finding out about Einstein now and can’t tell you how incredibly sorry I am to hear of his passing. I can’t even see through all the tears to even write this properly. I initially came across one of your posts with him in it years ago and was hooked. His sweet face and the way I could tell that you loved him warmed my heart. And now reading this posts just confirm the immense about of love you have for him. We suddenly lost our two pups at age 8 and 10, 75 days apart, a few years back and I thought it was the end of my world. I still cry on a dime at the thought of them, but know it’s only because I loved them so. I have to believe that we’ll all be with our pups again one day but until that time we have the best angel pups looking over us. Congratulations on your new little one and god bless.
I am so so incredibly sorry for your loss! Reading your story made me bawl my eyes out. You described him so beautifully and it sounds like he was a truly special dog. There just seems to be something incredibly special about a dog you get in your 20s where you kind of grow up together. Almost five months ago I lost my 10 1/2 yr old french bulldog to cancer after a 10 month battle. I have to say that it is always sudden, no matter how long you have to prepare. He was fairly healthy and happy right until the last few days when he deteriorated extremely quickly. I completely understand your guilt because they can’t tell us where it hurts and you always wonder if you should have known sooner and could have done more. Just know that you gave him an amazing life and he loved you so much. Thank you so much for sharing him with us for all of these years. The pictures you shared were adorable. I love that it almost looks like he had glasses with the lighter hair around his eyes as he got older, very dignified and seems to fit his personality! Dogs are such a blessing in our lives. The only shame is that their lives are so short. I have to believe that is because they love so fiercely and so deeply that it wears them out faster!
I have been insanely busy for the last year and ended up not opening Twitter for months. I finally started watching tweets again last week, and tonight I just happened to catch your post on freezer meals.
So obviously I missed all of the big news and will take time this weekend to catch up, but I wanted to say that I am so, so sorry to hear about Einstein. I absolutely loved the Friday photos, especially when you got Duke. And I laughed about the vet visits…my current dog (the latest of 8 that I’ve had) is the only one who thinks going to the vet is the best thing EVER. She doesn’t do the “stand up and check in part” (partly because she’s a retired guide dog and they don’t learn those things), so now you knew one and know of one :-)
Joseph is a gorgeous little boy. He’s gotten so big! And congratulations on the new one :-)
Sending {{{hugs}}}…
Hi Michelle ~ I finally brought myself to read this and am so heartbroken for you. It’s 2:41 on a Friday afternoon and I’m crying at work after reading of Einstein’s passing. Our golden, Leo, resembles Einstein so much and just turned 10 in August. Our hearts and golden love from Nashville go out to you…I don’t want to image how you must feel. I’m glad you still have Duke around to help fill the void. @ricejen
Oh Michelle, I am so deeply sorry about Einstein. My heart goes out to you and all your family. I was crying reading your beautiful post. It was a wonderful tribute to magnificent Einstein. I understand what you are going through, having lost my beloved dog Sam, 18 months ago. Sending you my love, holding your hand, grieving with you and thinking of you and all your family at this sad time.
Dear Michelle –
I am a friend of your Aunt Vicki’s and the mom to my third Golden, Chloe.
As I read your blog, it floods my memory with sadness. I lost two to cancer, the last one being very quick and aggressive at the early age of 6. Please know that I share your pain and hope that God gives you the strength to heal your broken heart.
We Have A Secret
“We have a secret, you and I, that no one else shall know,
for who but I can see you lie each night in the fire’s glow?
And who but I can reach my hand before I go to bed
and feel the living warmth of you and touch your silken head?
And only as I walk near ocean’s shore and see ahead of me,
your golden form racing with the wind, so young again and free.
And only I can see you walk by every house I pass,
and when I call, no one but I, can see the bending grass.”
-Author Unknown-
Hi Deborah, I’m so sorry for your losses… give Chloe a kiss from us. Thank you for sharing the poem, it’s beautiful.
I am so, so sorry to hear the awful news, Michelle. I love seeing all the puppy pics along with all the amazing food you do and will miss Einsteins beautiful face. To you are your family, chins up, at least you have some wonderful memories.
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. I couldn’t read your whole post because it broke my heart and honestly I can’t deal with these kind of realizations. I loss my Lab who was like Einstein, the package deal and part human. Animals, dogs especially bring so much joy, love and companionship to your life. When I started reading your blog so many years ago, I would show pictures of Einstein to my Husband and would tell him your story for the day, he would smile. I am just so terribly sorry.
Hi Michelle, I originally started following you for the food (lol) and just fell in love with your posts. Your little Joseph, reminded me so much of my son, Chad, when he was little. He’s now 30! Joseph resembles my son so much and even their clothing style was so similar! My son was born in Germany and the year before he was born, we traveled to Denmark and bought the most adorable Golden Retriever puppy, Denby! Denby and Chad were just like your Einstein and Joseph! Denby was the best dog you could ever dream of and he and Chad were side by side for years. My heart just broke and the tears just flowed when I read about Einstein’s passing! The photo of him at the top of the stairs was precious! What a beautiful life Einstein and Denby had!! I know those two dogs were loved every single day of their lives! It’s so hard to say goodbye, so we’ll just say “See you later you good, good dogs!!” Hugs to you and your family! Linda
aww Michelle, I just read about poor Einstien! I can’t believe how quick this happened. I’m in tears for you after reading this lovely tribute. He will always have a place in your heart. You were his world for nearly 10 years. God Bless and I hope you can find some peace knowing he’s no longer in pain. Certainly puts life in perspective. Hugs to you
Michelle, I’ve been loving your blog for almost two years. I couldn’t comment on this post earlier because it hits close to home and I needed some time to be stoic enough to comment. I am so sorry about Einstein. What an absolutely beautiful tribute to him. The way you described him and your magnificent photos make us all feel like we were blessed enough to know him and love him too. I had a long-haired black and tan miniature dachshund named Roxy who I loved the way you loved Einstein. I lost her exactly 2 years ago, on 9/20/14. She was only 6 years old and had colon cancer, and it was also one of those things — out of left field… sudden, and shocking. To say it devastated me would be the understatement of the year. I have had many pets and still have other pets, but Roxy was special. So emotionally intelligent that she too, could sense what someone needed and would meet you at whatever level you were at. I’ve never had a pet with as much personality as she did. I couldn’t even talk about her loss for more than a few seconds for about a year. Anyway, I just wanted you to know that my heart breaks for you and I really get it. Believe me. I’m sending you the biggest virtual hug, from one brown-eyed baker to another. Thank you for sharing your posts and your life with us. All I can say is know that every day it will get a little easier, and although you’ll never be okay about losing him, eventually, you’ll come to some place of peace about it. Lots of love to you and your beautiful family, and thank you for all you give to all of us. I hope all the goodness you put out into the world comes back to you a thousandfold! Many, many hugs. Be well, my friend and keep sharing your gift with the world. :)
Oh Michelle I am so, so sorry for your loss and know that heart wrenching feeling all too well. I love your blog and the stories & pictures you’ve shared of Einstein over the years have brought me joy & so many smiles. Your beautiful tribute to Einstein reminded me so much of our sweet girl, Roxy, a Yellow Lab. She was so sweet, easy going, intuitive, and so loving. After 14 1/2 wonderful years together, we had to say good-bye to her. It was the toughest, saddest decision we ever had to make. She went everywhere with us & was such a big part of our family. Losing her has left a void in our home. Everyone who met Roxy, loved her and has said there could never be another one like her. She was so special. We miss her each & every day & will until we see her again someday. We’ve been blessed to have such wonderful pets in our lives. Einstein will be waiting at The Rainbow Bridge for you I’m sure. Your deep love & commitment to giving him the best life he could have was so apparent in all of the stories & pictures you’ve shared. He was so lucky to have you & now Duke! May all these wonderful memories bring you comfort & peace. You & your family are in my thoughts & prayers.
Michelle,
I can’t tell you how sorry I am to hear about your loss. We are also from Pittsburgh and are dog lovers, too. I logged on to your blog at the beginning of the week to get the birthday cake recipe you made for Einstein on his 1st birthday because I wanted to make it for our doggy’s 1st birthday. When I clicked on your homepage, I couldn’t believe it…my heart broke into two. I was sobbing. We also had dogs that have passed over Rainbow Bridge who meant the absolute world to us. I hope you find comfort in knowing that your sweet boy is looking over you and your family. I know that one day you will see him again! I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Michelle, I am so very sorry for the loss of your beloved Einstein. What a beautiful tribute you wrote to him. From reading that and your blog over the years I am quite sure Einstein knew how loved he was and he surely loved you back. My sweet Lily cat passed away this past June. We had her with us for 14 1/2 years. After she died, I too, started googling to make sure I hadn’t missed something major and worried about whether she was suffering unbeknownst to me. You know what though? I ultimately have to believe that if they were in pain, and if they wanted us to know it, it would’ve been clear to us. Sending you peace, comfort, and strength in the days ahead.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Our dogs are such big part of our families. Einstein couldn’t have had a better life. My heart goes out to you and your family!
Like many others, I often visit your blog and quietly follow along without commenting; however, having gone through the incredibly difficult decision this time last year to ease the suffering of my beloved cat after chronic health challenges punctuated by a series of devastating strokes, I wanted to reach out with big hugs for you and your family. Isn’t it amazing how much the furry loves of our lives can make such a lasting impact? I know right now there are probably still tears to be shed, but to quote one of my favorite movies, “Laughter through tears is my favorite emotion.” (Truvy, Steel Magnolias). That said, I hope you all are finding ways to cherish the joyous memories and laugh about the good times you had with Einstein. From one loving pet owner to another, please know so many of us are sending our thoughts and support to you all.
God speed to his beautiful soul. I am not alone when I say I know your pain. The tears will pass (and that will take time), and you will have a lifetime of memories. Those never go away.
I am so very sorry – Einstein was clearly a very special, very loved dog. Our dog loving family in California is sending good thoughts to you & your family.
So sorry about Einstein. This is a great community, but I’ve found a very special place when I’ve had to let one of my furry companions go. It’s called “petlossmessageboard.com” My own golden , Charlie, lies next to my chair. I do love him so.
Although I do enjoy your blog and recipes, the reason I’ve always checked in on your Friday posts was to hear about all your boys, both 4-legged and 2- legged. Some people tend to put aside the 4 leggers when the 2 leggers arrive. And you certainly are not one of those types of people. Kudos to you.
Cheers to Einstein and all your wonderful memories. And give us a pet for your 4-legged boy… kisses for your 2-legged boy (although kisses are good for Duke as well)… Take care
Hi Lauren, Thanks for sharing, I will check it out.
I’m sorry for your loss. I know how you’re feeling. Our fur babies are such a big part of our hearts.
I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine how hard losing our fur baby would be for us. Hugs to you.
Michelle, I am so very sorry for your loss. I’m in shock that Einstein is gone so soon. When I was pregnant with my first, my beloved mini poddle, Reggie passed away suddenly due to heart failure. He had heart issues for years, but one night he woke up struggling to breathe. It was so scary. I was 8 months pregnant and rushed him to the emergency vet. The next morning they told me there was nothing more they could do and I would need to take back him my regular vet. This was early in the morning and my regular vet told me there was nothing he could do in the condition he was in but told me me to take him to a vet with special equipment in NJ. I was heartbroken. I was about 40 min away in NY so I drove and in the seat next to me on the way there, my precious Reggie passed away. When I arrived at the animal hospital, I rushed him inside. Picking up his lifeless body was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. They whisked him away and tried everything, but he was gone. I was a mess. I had to drive home without him. I got him when I was fifteen and he passed when I was 28. It was heart wrenching losing my best friend. I’m so glad he was with me when he passed away. I know how you feel, it is like a piece of you is missing. Einstein was an incredible dog. They do have souls and he will continue to watch over you. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I’m a very long time reader & email subscriber of your blog. Best wishes for the next few weeks of your pregnancy.
Sending love–they wrap themselves around our hearts and we are better for it, but, oh how it hurts to lose them. *hugs* ??
Oh Michelle – I am so sorry to hear about Einstein. That was the most wonderful tribute. What a wonderful companion he was to you and your family. Thank you for sharing and know that he will be watching over all of you. Bless you.
What a beautiful tribute-it is more than obvious how lucky you both were to have found each other. I know for sure you will meet again but in the meantime RIP Einstein and take comfort in knowing that he is watching over all of you. Thank you for sharing these moments with us.
First, I would like to give you my heartfelt condolences. I completely understand what it’s like to lose your furr family member. I have lot many wonderful pets over the years, mostly dogs. It’s been 6 years since I lost my baby boy Smokey. He was a wonderful dog and always knew when I would be getting ready to go into a seizure and would insist on me laying down by pulling on my shirt. And in March we lost one of our male cat, also named Smokey, almost a 6 years to the date of losing my dog.
After reading your tribute to your sweet baby boy, I started balling. I honestly felt like I knew Einstein and I never even met him. You really wrote your tribute well and definitely honored his memory. I know it must have been really difficult for you to muster up the emotional strength to post this entry. I am glad you were able to share this with us all and I surely hope it was of some comfort to you. I know you’re hurting, so please allow yourself to grieve. I wish I could take the pain away for you. My prayers are with you all.
I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein. The way you always wrote about him, I could tell how much you loved him. I have no doubt he knew it too.
How is Duke handling all of this? I know they also grieve.
Hi Lyn, He’s been okay, definitely more subdued and more mopey than usual. We’re giving him lots of extra attention and affection.
Beautiful Dog….Lots and Lots of love!!!
I am truly sorry for your loss Michelle. I am truthfully not an animal person but i felt like i knew Einstein personally. He was truly special. He alwaya put a smile om my face and my heart breaks for you and your family
I had tears in my eyes the whole time i was reading your post. May you find the solace you seek and i pray for a safe delivery for you soonest. Hugs. x
Michelle, what a moving tribute to Einstein you wrote. So hauntingly beautiful, so devastatingly sorrowful. Like so many who have left condolences here, reading your post put me right back to where I was when my first, beloved dog had to be put to sleep for her last time. I have since had to do that with one other, and it was no less wrenching. And my third is now 10 years old, so I’m ever mindful that once again I will be standing in the same spot you are right now, before too long.
Please, be kinder to yourself than you would normally be. You need much nurturing right now, for you and your baby. The razor-like edges of this stabbing feeling of anguish will dull and soften somewhat in time. Until then, I will pray for you, that He may cradle you gently in the palm of His hand and ease your indescribable sorrow. Sending you comforting thoughts and a warm hug.
I have been following your blog for several years and loved to read about the boys, This has been a hard summer. We lost our older Golden in May. He was 13. We still have another one who is 7. Your stories and pictures were so identical to the behaviors of our 2 Goldens that I feel like they were part of our family also. I grieve with you over the loss of Einstein and hope he is playing with Oscar now. My brother also lost his 11 year old black lab this summer. There must be a need for wonderful dogs in doggie heaven! I will be praying for you and your family. Have an easy delivery!!
I know how you feel I just lost my precious midnight on September 15, 2016.
He was a dog that was a rescue. He had sadly been used as a bait dog and at sometime chewed through his leash and got away he was found roaming the streets starved. My room mate brought him to me to help him. I quickly realized this little spaniel had never played in his whole life or one what we call wallowing on his back. We never could teach him to play but his furry brothers and sisters
taught him to wallow. For him it was the snoopy dance cause he did it when he was happy and he had unusually long ears. That was 5 years ago. I know how you felt. He was slowing down and Sept. 15 he went outside to do his business and did he came back in drank some water and fell over dead. Oh how his furry brothers and sisters howled and his humans cried. My precious angel you are with GOD and all your brothers and sisters that left us before you and you are healthy and I know you miss me as much as I miss you. Not Goodbye. But So long for now we will all be together again one day. You will always be in our hearts.
I am so sorry about Einstein :'( but I bet he’s up there with no pain and waiting patiently for you all now. This post was so beautifully written -hugs-
Hi Michelle. I’m so sorry for your family’s loss. I lost my boy back in May, the pain was just horrendous. I’m glad you have Duke and your lovely family to help you through this tough time.
I am so sorry to read of Einstein’s passing. We are so fortunate to be able to have them in our lives even if it is a short time. My baby passed away on 09/26/15. He also had cancer, but was doing wonderfully with it. He was 2 1/2 years from his date of diagnosis. I came home one night and thought he was breathing funny and took him to the emergency vet and they diagnosed him with some long word and anemia at the end. Basically he did not have any red blood cells. They said it was not a good outcome. I took him straight to my vet on Friday and he confirmed it. He said take him home and love him. I did, but that night, he declined so fast (which they said could happen) and I took him in Saturday and said goodbye. It was the hardest thing to do, but in the end, I knew it was the right thing to do. I still have his pictures all around the house and my desk at work. I wanted his ashes and have them in a beautiful box that is engraved with is name and a picture and other little trinkets around it. It’s still hard, but I have a new fur baby I adopted who is 7 years old and had been abused and starved. You’ll have all your memories and I hope that one day we can see our fur babies again. They may be gone, but certainly won’t ever be forgotten. Hugs.
Michele … from 1 teary-dog-lover to another … I am sorry! My heart goes with you, as I lost my best furry friend 15 yrs ago (and the sadness still there, at times). You can’t replace a good furry friend – it will be there with you all the time. I love reading about Einstein (and your recipes) but he is such a wonderful and beautiful dog – you can tell about his personality from his eyes. Kind, sweet, tender and patience. He will be greatly missed! Thank you for sharing with us.
Again hugs for all of you. And I think you’re right…I think the other pets know when it’s time for 1 & it seems they do much better than we do so good thoughts to all of you…human & furry alike.
Oh my goodness….tears here for Einstein, too. And of course, for you. They break our hearts when they go because they’re just so good and love us without reservation. I am so sorry for your loss, but how beautiful that he graced your life and that of your family.
Run free, good boy!
I am in tears. Such a lovely tribute to Einstein! My heart is broken for you, but you know he is waiting for you at the Bridge, whole and pain free. Take care.
You have my sympathy. So hard to lose a pet. And very hard to have to make that drive to the vet’s office. I’ve done it far too much the last few years. I have a cat now that is 18 yrs. old and has an eye problem which they think might be a tumor behind his eye. They recommended removal of the eye, but the cost is prohibitive for us–almost $700. This is my last cat and I will be 78 in Dec. and will not get another one. It is too hard to do when they are too sick.
You have written a lovely story about Einstein. He was a wonderful dog. We have had labs for many years and they are great as well. As time passes your memories will become happier with just a touch of sadness.
For a long, long time, I’ve had your blog bookmarked. I visit it several times a week, but I’m not a commenter. This post, however, has left me in tears for you and your family. My pups are true extensions of my family, and I know that Einstein was the same for you and yours. I wholeheartedly believe that our fluffy friends have souls, and I have every faith that Einstein’s is soaring. It’s so clear that he was well loved and cherished, and I think that’s the most important thing to remember. You gave him the best home, the best life. He’s no longer in any pain, and I’d bet that he’ll still come around, that he’ll visit. I’m profoundly sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you.
Michelle! I am so sorry to hear of Einstein’s passing over…we lost our Starr the end of May, I know, it is just the worst feeling, they are part of your family. Well Pope Francis said that dogs go to Heaven so, you will see him again…So sorry for your family… :(
Such a beautiful but heart wrenching tribute to your beautiful sweet Einstein. My heart goes out to you and your family during this tough time! Take care.
I never comment on blogs but just had to let you know how sorry I am to hear about your sweet Einstein. I have followed you for years and have a black lab the same age who reminds me so much of your Einstein. We have a yellow lab that is so much like your Duke. He’s our second lab in two years as we had to put our sweet Cooper down at only a year after an accident. Losing a pet is such a difficult thing. They are such a part of our family. I hope you continue to feel peace that you absolutely did the right thing for Einstein. It is so hard for us humans, but they are at peace and out of pain. Somewhere he is running through the fields in Heaven with unlimited dog treats and I am sure thanking you for being such a great family. Prayers for you all :)
I sit here reading your tribute with tears streaming down my face at work. I am so sorry for your loss but so grateful that he was so loved. I have had a few special fury family members in my life. I have one right now and I hate to think of that day. I know I will be heartbroken. I hope your pain gives way to the beautiful memories you have of Einstein. He sounded like the perfect fury companion.
I am so sorry, I had no idea. I hurt for you.
My heart breaks for you. I know your pain. May the memories of the good times overshadow this pain eventually. I send love of a fellow dog lover and owner to everyone.
I am so, so sorry for your loss, Michelle. My heart goes out to you and your family. xo
Einstein touched so many hearts. His sweet disposition and loyalty were a reflection of the wonderful home you gave him. RIP Einstein.
A beautiful tribute for a beautiful boy! i’m so sorry for your loss and having gone through the same thing 5 years ago (cancer sucks!!!!!), I can tell you one day you’ll wake up and you won’t be so sad anymore. You’ll realize that all of your thoughts of him are happy thoughts and while you’ll always miss him you’ll find comfort in the happiness he brought during his short life and beyond. In the mean time, Duke will help put a bandaide on the hole in your heart. My family and myself are sending you and your family our very best thoughts of comfort during this very difficult time.
Reading your post brought back the loss of every pet I’ve had in my life. I’m so sorry for your loss and my prayers are with you and your family in this difficult time.
I am so sorry to hear about your precious Einstein and it is so heartbreaking. Losing a fur baby is so tough and I cried through most of your post as it brought back memories of our Rottie that we lost in 2009. I pray that the sweet memories you have of Einstein will be comforting.
You don’t know me personally other than me following you on Pinterest/email but when I read this, it broke my heart to feel your sadness. Dogs come and go in one’s life but some tend to stick a bit different and are perhaps more special. I also have a black lab who is probably not too far away from making that dreaded call to take her to the vet. Such a shame our pets can’t have the same lifespan as human beings. Thank your for sharing this moving eulogy of Einstein. Hope the sadness soon evaporates and you’re left with all the memories.
I’ve been followed for four year your recipes, pictures, and posts. I’ll miss Einstein too. I can imagine what your going through. A while ago, I lost a my companion of fifteen years and it was painful, but I can tell you that since then she is always with us, every single day we remind her.
I believe the we are blessed when we have the opportunity to share our lives with an special creature, they teach and bring a lot of beautiful thing to peoples life.
So sorry to hear about your sweet Einstein. I loved seeing all the photos you shared over the years on the blog and he will surely be missed. Thinking of your family. <3
Oh man, I am crying along w/ you. I am so very sorry you are going thru this but so very glad you had a wonderful life with him. We put our 16 1/2 year old fur baby down in June when we knew it was time………didn’t make it any easier. I miss her every day, but it has gotten better. Praying you will be comforted knowing he’s not in pain anymore and is w/ your grandma again.
I’m reading this at work and trying not to ruin my makeup! What a beautiful tribute to such a wonderful dog! They are truly members of the family and bring us so much joy and happiness only asking for a few treats in return! Hugs to you and your family!
Dear Michelle and family
I am so very saddened to hear of Einstein’s passing. Sad for your family’s loss and for us his on line family too. Fridays were made brighter by photos of all of you. Having outlived 8 beloved dogs through the last 60 years and I can honestly say it never gets any easier. I cried all morning after reading your post and tribute to Einstein, I considered him and Duke my on line dogs. There is some comfort knowing you did everything you could for him and also knowing he knew he was greatly loved.
I had to wait a bit to be able to even write this.
With heavy, heart felt sympathy,
Jean and Sam
It’s major guilt-producing when your dog is very ill and you don’t recognize the symptoms. My smooth Chow Shadrach had hemangiosarcoma and I didn’t know his sudden exercise resistance was a symptom, instead of thinking it was age-related and one of those those things to ask the vet on our next visit. It’s easy for dog-owners to blame themselves, but there are things we can’t know because we’re not vets.
In retrospect, I’m glad I didn’t know any sooner than I did because I had several more wonderful months with him before he became so ill. I had him euthanized as soon as he was diagnosed; had I known, I might have done so earlier and missed the last of our time together.
Einstein had a wonderful life in the most loving home you could give him. You loved him and he always knew it. That’s what counts. Joseph might not remember Einstein but he will always love dogs and maybe someday when he sees your photos of him with that sweet boy, he’ll understand where that love started.
Best wishes. Grieve your boy now and then remember him with a full heart.
Maybe
I’m so sorry for the loss of your beloved Einstein. I lost my sweet boy Balto (husky) May 4th. I’m so lost without him. I had him for over 14 years. He was a precious soul as I know Einstein was too. They are such a big part of our lives that it’s so hard to move on without them. But, I know I will see him again one of these days and I look forward to that with excitement and joy! May God comfort you and your family in the coming days and weeks……..sending hugs….
I am so, so sorry for your loss! Your post moved me to tears by your beautiful tribute! He had such a wonderful life. May you have peace during this difficult time!
Dogs will give you some of the best days of your life…..and one of the worst. RIP Einstein
Sorry about your loss! I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you and your family. Know in your heart, you gave Einsten such love and could be at peace with that notion. All the best-
I have 3 dogs, and a I’m not much of one to shed too many tears. But I’m crying an ugly cry over this. Having a dog is such sweet sorrow, as you know you’ll outlive them, no matter how long they live. What a beautiful tribute, eloquent and heartfelt. You were able to do him the ultimate kindness. It’s harder on you but easier on him. And that’s as it should be, as you can bear the burden better. Show your son photos often, and he’ll at least have memories of your memories. I wish you and your family the very, very best.
Nicole
Michelle, I was so sorry to read of Einstein’s passing. I follow your posts faithfully, and when you told of his illness, I prayed for his peace and for your acceptance of the situation. I have walked in your shoes many times (I am an avid animal lover and have had many dogs and cats that have given me many years of complete happiness but then must move on to the Rainbow Bridge), and I know how difficult this time is for you and your family. I tried reading your post in its entirety several times, but couldn’t get thru it – the tears blurred my eyes. I finally did get thru it and was so glad to have heard all the wonderful memories Einstein has given you. Know he is at peace and yes, you did the right thing for him. God bless you, your family and Duke.
I started reading your blog because of Einstein. I don’t remember how I found your blog..maybe a recipe search…but when I discovered you had a Golden, I was hooked. I went back and read all of your Friday Things posts, so I could see pictures of Einstein. I am so sorry for your and your family’s loss. You wrote a beautiful tribute to a very special Golden Retriever. I cried all the way through it. In 2009 we lost our Golden after almost 13 years together. We got her as a puppy…our first Golden, but not our last. We now have a very special girl we rescued at age 4 years. She is now 11 years and I treasure each day she brings sunshine into our lives. I am sure the memories you have of Einstein will always have a special place in your hearts. May you have comfort knowing that you provided a wonderful home for him.
Thank you for sharing. As I sit here with tears streaming down my face, my heart goes out to you and your family. Making the decision to say goodbye to a beloved fur baby is, indeed, the hardest. Einstein told you when it was time, though. You did all you could for him. You will always love him. Einstein may not be with you physically but he will always be alive in your heart. Many sympathies.
I know the loss of a family pet and the heartbreak that it brings. Loved to see the pictures of him – your family have many great memories and pictures of a great family member.
So sorry for your loss. I have experienced the same with my dogs. Fine one day and then …. It is not easy. You will always love him and remember all the good times. So glad u have Duke – it does help. Thinking of you.
I have followed your blog quite for sometime..and have enjoyed reading every small bit about Einstein and Duke..Needless to say I am so sorry for your loss..I guess I have cried reading every thought you penned..RIP Einstein..Will miss him..
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family in this difficult time. Einstein was a very special dog. He was well loved by you and your family. After my dog passed away, Einstein helped to fill the emptiness in my home. Your posts about him always made me smile. Thank you for sharing him with us all these years. My heart is filled with sadness and my eyes are full of tears. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
I couldn’t read this post for a couple of days. I literally saw the picture and the title and had to click away quickly. I was reminded of the time when I read Where the Red Fern Grows to my kids and was sobbing so uncontrollably that my kids thought their mother was a looney. Something about the loss of unconditional love and protection and care that a dog gives you that is almost unbearable. I am truly sorry that Einstein passed away far too soon. What an amazing dog he was. I hope you are comforted in your grief and that the memories of such amazing love and companionship help ease the pain.
I’m so sorry about the loss of your beloved family member, and friend. May you and your family find comfort in your many fond memories of dear Einstein. It was such a joy to read your posts, and view your photos of all of your handsome guys. Sweet Einstein will be missed by many.
A lovely tribute. When you are feeling more composed may I suggest reading “The Art of Driving in the Rain”? I think Einstein and the dog in the book shared a lot of qualities.
I HAVE ENJOYED YOUR POSTS AND RECIPES MADE ALL THE SWEETER BY A
GLIMPSE INTO YOU LIFE.
I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS OF EINSTEIN, SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DOG.
HE HAD A LOVING HOME AND WONDERFUL LIFE…I AM SURE.
YOU WERE ALL BLESSED.
I WISH PEACE AND HAPPINESS TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY.
Oh I’m so sorry….the hole they leave in your heart is so devastating…I’m sorry Einstein wasn’t able to meet your new baby but he touched your little boy with doggie love that only boys and dogs can understand. He surely loved his family. Such a beautiful boy and so lucky to have had you for his mom.
I went through this in February with my black lab. It is a very difficult thing to deal with. I still miss Cassie and cry over her.
Sending hugs
Cindi
I too was hoping this post would not come for weeks or months. I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Einstein. He was a special friend to you and your whole family. You gave him the best life and most loving home any furry friend could have asked for. He is smiling down on you and will always be at the top of the stairs waiting for everyone.
I have never posted anything before but felt compelled after reading about your loss of your wonderful Einstein. Before you posted about your loss I had wanted to let you know how very much I enjoy your blog and how well you write, and always look forward to your emails. I love reading about your family, but also the great recipes. But after your piece on Enstein I just had to let you know that your writing is superb. What a lovely tribute. I felt every word you wrote. Einstein was a lucky dog to have you and your husband as fur parents. I too believe in the Rainbow Bridge and hope that brings you some measure of comfort. Blessings to you and your family.
This is a achingly beautiful tribute to your beautiful boy. What a wonderful dog he was. I cry everytime I read about him. Praying for you and yours.
Many prayers for you and your family, as this is such a beautiful tribute to a fine friend and member of your family! St. Francis, pray for us:)) These beloved creatures just have a loving and special place in our hearts and lives…you can bet that Einstein was just as blessed to have you as his forever family/home!
Prayers and blessings to you,
Kathleen L.
Oh my gosh, I am in tears. I am so sorry for your loss! I rarely ever comment, but for the past however many years, I have so enjoyed your posts with Einstein (and later Duke), and he reminded me so much of my own Aussie mix Bogie, now gone for 3 years. Your puppy posts never ceased to make me smile, and he brought joy and smiles to so, so many people. We cry and ache with you, and he’ll be across that rainbow bridge waiting dutifully to see, play with, and kiss you all again.
I am so sorry for your loss. Dogs are amazing companions and I can tell from all the beautiful photos that he was very loved. He was such a handsome fella. I hope you are able to find comfort in all the amazing memories you have with him.
I am so sorry for your loss. That post was beautiful, and I am crying right now. My Golden retriever Maggie is watching me write this. She is 10 and looking her age. She is our first Golden and they are truly special dogs. I know our day is coming to say goodbye to her and I so dread it. I pray that your pain gets easier.
I’m so glad that a viewer provided you with the story of the Rainbow Bridge. Einstein is no longer in any pain, he is young and vigorous again, and making new friends who are welcoming him to the beautiful gardens where they live now. I will only add that I created a permanent memorial for my sweet little girl, Chloe, an Italian Greyhound. I am able to visit, tend her site, change the toys around her site and the music that plays while you visit the site, and write updates from home to her. It gives me peace to believe that by making this tribute to her, she will never be forgotten. Ginny, the founder created this place after she lost her beloved cat, FiFi. Go to: RainbowBridge.com to read about how you can memorialize Einstein forever. My deepest sympathy for your loss. ———— R.I.P. Einstein. Forever Loved… —————–
I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I loved seeing pictures of he and Duke.
Robin
I’m so sorry Michelle. Such a sweet, handsome dog. We will miss him too. ❤️
What a beautiful tribute to Einstein. I am so very, very sorry for your loss.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss! I have seen your recipes in other articles online and started subscribing to your blog a few months ago. I was heartbroken when I read your first post about Einstein’s health, and my eyes filled up immediately when I clicked on this email. It was such a beautiful tribute, and I read everything you wrote and looked at all the pictures with tears the whole time. Pets are such important family members, and it is such a deep pain when they leave us–especially too soon. You absolutely did the right thing in ending his suffering. Our family’s golden lab Gaia got liver cancer when she was 10 and passed away soon after–all of this just 6 months after losing our older dog. We thought the same thing you did–she’s only 10, so we still have several more good years. I can’t even think about what it will be like to lose my current almost 10 year old baby Lily. She’s the first dog I’ve truly raised from a puppy, and she’s been with us since before we were married and before we had our son. Our son Alex is 4.5 years old and absolutely adores her. I’m dreading having to go through this with him when the time comes.
Thank you for sharing this with us. It was a truly beautiful tribute, and my thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time. I’m sure you’ve read the Rainbow Bridge (you have so many comments–I’m sorry if someone else has already posted this), but just in case, I will post it here. Until you meet again…
The Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….
Tears are just falling from my eyes and my heart is so sad for your loss. Einstein sounds like a truly amazing dog with the kindest, most gentle spirit. My husband’s parents have 2 Goldens that are close in age to Einstein, and seeing pictures of Einstein and Duke on your blog always reminds me of them. Einstein sounds like an extremely special soul and I’m SO sorry you lost him. My heart goes out to you in a big way. Hugs. <3
I’m so sorry to hear about the loss of Einstein, pets are family members, I feel like only fellow pet owners understand that! I will miss seeing his sweet face on your blog, I usually read your blog on my lunch break at my desk, needless to say the tears were flowing yesterday when I saw your post:( I’ll be praying for you and your family as you grieve the loss of such a sweet, beloved dog!!
I know everyone is saying the same thing. I am truly sorry for your loss, my dog died about two years ago and it’s still hard. Just know that he’s always there and that you will see him again someday!
All the love,
Kenzie
I am so sorry for your loss. This past week, I had my second child, a son. One of the joys of my days, as it was for you, has been watching my daughter, and now, my tiny son with my two sweet dogs. My heart breaks for you, your husband, Duke, Joseph, and your yet-to-be-born child. Einstein sounded like a truly special dog, a gentle soul, and looking at everyone’s comments it is easy to see that he touched a lot of hearts. Lots of hugs and prayers are winging your way.
So sorry to hear about Einstein. Losing a beloved family member is so hard. Remember the good times and even when you are feeling sad or down about him not being with you all anymore, you will be able to smile through the tears!
So very sorry Michelle.
Those we love do not leave us. They walk beside us every day. Invisible and silent, but always near, still loved, still missed and very dear.
Oh, my heart goes out to you and your family for your loss. This beautifully written post really touched me because I feel like a friend is grieving. Even though we haven’t met, I feel like I know you; our lives are so similar! I have enjoyed reading your blog for a few years now and I had tears in my eyes knowing your sadness. My oldest fur baby is aging quickly after having a stroke and hasn’t quite been the same since, so I could feel your heartache while reading your posts about Einstein being sick. I have such a heart for animals, no matter who their owner, and mourn with you as you remember his beautiful soul.
My heart was breaking as I read this. I am deeply sorry for your loss. Einstein was an amazing dog and wonderful part of your family. I hope seeing pictures and remembering fun stories will help get you through this tough time. Hug duke often
A very loving tribute to your beautiful Einstein. It brought me to tears, because my beautiful greyhound, Slo-Mo, died from a brain tumor. Einstein will always be with you. Our pups become part of our families, and never leave us, even in death. I have enjoyed seeing your family over the years, and I will keep you in my prayers.
I am sorry for your loss just seems so inadequate. I do know how hard it is to say goodbye to a beloved family member. Your tribute to Einstein was so moving–i’ve been through four tissues! Truthfully I was crying as soon as i read the subject line and can only imagine how you feel. My baby, Zoe Belle, is almost 15 so I know I have limited time with her. Please know that you and yours are in my thoughts. And thank you for sharing with us.
My heart is breaking for you and the loss of Einstein. I lost my fur baby 2 years ago. He had similar things going on like Einstein did. Our vet said we couldn’t have know unless a scan was done, but he had no early signs of anything to alarm us. It is so hard to lose our pets, but we need to do what is right for them . I still miss my 14 year old running, and playing hide and seek with me. Thank you for sharing Einsteins life with us. I feel like we all got to know him in a way. There were a couple of small verses that was sent to me and they gave me some comfort. I hope they can help ease your pain some………Though no longer by my side, you are for ever in my heart…………..You smiled with your eyes, laughed with your tail and loved with all your heart………….And left your paw print on my heart. I sent a post earlier, but I don’t think it went through. Just feel all the love and strength sent to you from all your followers Hugs to you and the family
Michelle I am so very sorry. I am just heartbroken for you and your sweet family. Losing a pet is the hardest thing. I lost my beagle several years ago and even to this day, something will remind me of her and I get teary eyed. I’m just grateful that I got to have her in my life and share so much with her. Thank you for sharing your life with Einstein!
So sorry to hear about Einstein. I felt like I knew Einstein through your pictures for the last couple of years. Wow, that made me cry. My thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time . Einstein was so lucky to have you and your family! He is resting comfortably now. RIP Einstein!
I just cried through this entire thing. He seems like he was the perfect dog, and I’m so sorry for what I know you are going through. Hang in there and try to remember how lucky you were to have him!
Michelle, tears are streaming down as I read your post about Einstein. I am a dog lover also and our dogs are family to us. I’ve always enjoyed the stories and photos of Einstein that you shared with all of us, and then of course, Duke’s photos, when he came into the family. I looked forward to their birthdays every year to see what new treat you’d be making for them. My heart breaks for you and your family and I pray that God will somehow comfort you during this period. The world would be a very sad place without our furbabies. May Einstein rest in peace.
I can’t stop crying reading this. I always loved reading your dog stories and Einstein truly seemed like one of a kind, thanks for letting us know him. Heartbroken for you. Sending you much love and am so sorry for your loss.
My heart breaks for you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.
In tears as I read this. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. Einstein was blessed to have been a member of your family. I know the heart break. I had a Boston Terrier, Gretchen, who died with cancer of the digestive system. Like your husband searching for answers and treatment, I did the same, even ordered supplements from Hawaii. So sad because they don’t understand their pain. You did do the right thing by letting him go before he began to suffer, that is love for him. I’ve lost Gretchen, Heidi, and Kelsey, all Bostons.
The best relief for my grief, I found pups jackson & Spencer. Didn’t think I was ready, but my husband saw how devastated I was when I lost Gretchen and insisted we go look, I said no. But went to “just look”, saw them, my heart melted, couldn’t decide which to get, brought both of them home.
Again, so sorry for your loss and thankful you didn’t let him suffer
I found you so many years ago by accident. Looking for an easy to make recipe and there you were. I started following you (and Einstein) and always loved when he made an appearance. It broke my heart to read this yesterday. Circle of life and all, sweet pets are what make the world go round. I hope you find comfort and joy. And, of course, hug those around you a little tighter tonight.
My heart broke as I read this post. I too love Einstein and so enjoy when you post pictures. He is very special. I say “is” because like you, I don’t believe God destroys his creations, He holds them in His safe keeping. We will see our beloved pets again. In the meantime, Einstein holds a special place in your heart, just for him. And interestingly, because he does, your heart is even bigger to give and to accept love. Rest in Peace, dear Einstein. God’s blessings on you Michelle and your very special family.
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family.
So sorry to read about Einstein. We had to do the same with our Gabby Girl back in January. 14 years of unconditional love she provide me, then my wife, then my teo boys. Every now and then I think I will see her laying on her coach when I come home. She is surely missed as I am sure Einstein is, but the days will get better. Thoughts and prayers.
Please accept my thoughts & prayers for your beautiful Einstein. I know all too well the loss of a four legged family member. I know you will think of him every day for every day to come. I wish you peace in your memories of the bond and love you shared. He was a very lucky dog and you the luckiest to be his human.
Tears! I’m so sorry for your loss! What a beautiful dog he was.
Anyone who has ever loved and lost a pet, as you loved Einstein, would appreciate the tribute you just made to your beloved dog. I cried reading through it and I cannot entirely blame my pregnancy hormones. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as you grieve your loss.
Michelle, you have my utmost sympathy. As pet owners we all have that one that wiggles into our hearts the most, that we connect to differently than the rest. Not that we don’t love the rest, we do, but one always seems to steal our hearts more completely. Losing that one pet is heart wrenching. It happened to me 4 years and 19 days ago. Please know that you and your family, and Einstein, are in my prayers and thoughts. Wishing you comfort in the sweet memories you made with Sir Einstein.
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your beloved Einstein. Losing a pet is losing a member of your family and I know he will be missed. May you be comforted by your memories of him and the joy he brought to you and your family.
Michelle, my heart is breaking for you all! Such a lovely tribute to such a beautiful dog! Rest in peace sweet Einstein!
I am so sorry for your loss! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
So sorry for you loss. This is one of the most heartbreaking and difficult decisions to make. You will never forget him or the joy he has brought to your life. Remember him fondly and think of him often, he will be waiting for you at the end of the Rainbow bridge.
Even though I had to put down my beloved Buddy 4 years ago, it is still hard to remember him without crying. It does get a little easier with time. You will learn how to deal with the heartbreak and how to carry on without him. Duke will be able to help comfort you. Einstein was lucky to have you in his life. He was a very happy puppy because of the love you gave him. I am sure he was very grateful for everything you did for him.
He only remembers the good stuff and that’s all he ever had with you. That’s why we love dogs so much. Because they’re all about the love.
You always did right by him. Everything you feel, he knows. He always knew.
So sorry for your loss.
My heart is breaking for you & I am sitting here crying. I’m so sorry for your loss. I also lost a chow/golden mix to a brain tumor almost 4 years sgo. Prayers for comfort & peace. Perhaps his will help.
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….
I was hoping to not have to read this blog post for weeks or months. I’ve enjoyed watching Einstein throughout the years I’ve been reading your blog and the thought of him not being around…I’m so sorry. Thinking of y’all.
I’ve been reading your blog for several years now. I felt an immediate connection because I love to bake and I love my golden retrievers. Oh, and I have brown hair and brown eyes (although I’m much older and not nearly as pretty as you are).
I always look forward to your photos and stories of Einstein, Duke, and your little boy, Joseph. They remind me of my Dusty, my Summer, and my two grandsons and how they love each other.
Tonight, I started to read your blog and I saw the words “Rest easy, sweet boy” and I knew. And I cried because I knew. And I thought of Dusty, who is 11, and a held him, and then I cried some more.
here’s the thing. Einstein is obviously your Forever Dog. It hurts so much to lose your dog. But it hurts even more to lose your Forever Dog. They don’t come around that often.
I’m 55 years old and I’ve had 10 dogs as an adult. Eight of those dogs have passed on. Three of those dogs that have passed on were my Forever Dogs. You just know when a dog is your Forever Dog. And Roxi, Pooh, and MooMoo were mine.
When you get a chance, read “For Every Dog An Angel” by Christine Davis. It will help. It won’t take the pain away, but it will help.
Meanwhile, please know that Einstein was a very lucky boy because he found you.
There are no words to help you through this tough time. I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face. My prayers are with all of you. I feel as though he was part of my family too. Rest in Peace beautiful boy.
Love and healing prayers to you and your family.
Dogs leave paw prints on your heart!
Tears of sadness for your loss of such a beautiful golden soul.
His pictures and shenanigans brought me so much joy and laughter over the years.
RIP you great buddy, gone but not forgotten.
My deepest condolences for your loss in this time of despair, I can only imagine the pain and hurt you and your family must be going through. He reminds me of my old dog midnight, such a sweet , gentle ,fun-loving dog. He died 2 years ago and his death took a toll on me. Losing a loved one is never easy, it takes time to heal and cope with it. I’ll be praying for you and your family tonight. Rest in peace Einstein
I am so sorry, Michelle. I lost my first dog, my “once in a lifetime dog”, in a similar way-sudden illness, very quick decline-and, like you, I couldn’t help but wonder if I could have prevented it. I felt-and still feel- likeI should have caught it, should have known, even though he seemed fine right up until a few days before the end and my vet assured me there was no way I could have known. I wish I could say that self blame goes away with time but I think that depends on your personality. His absence, though, has gotten easier, even if I’ll always feel it. And there’s some comfort in knowing your best friend is no longer in pain and that you gave him the very best life he could have had, that he knew he was so loved and adored, that he had so many happy moments because of you. You did the right thing by him in the end, even if it was incredibly difficult for you, and that was such a loving, selfless thing to do. I am so, so sorry for your loss and so sorry to see a good dog gone in such a sudden way. You’re right-one day you’ll see him waiting for you again and until you do, he’ll be watching over you all, still with you in spirit.
I am so sorry for your loss. I had been praying for you all since you announced his illness, my heart is broken for you all! Will continue to pray for comfort for you guys during this time.
I just wanted to say how sorry I was to hear about Einstein, and that your post today was a lovely tribute to what a wonderful dog he was. You were both lucky to have each other!
So so sorry.
I’m truly sorry for your loss. I will miss seeing his sweet face in future posts. My heart goes out to you and your family.
I wish there was something I could say to ease your pain but I know that’s impossible. The pain is so very real. I had a brother who had never married or had children but he had a dog, Hannah, that he adored. They went everywhere together and were truly besties. Hannah died at an old age after living an amazing life with him but the loss was huge for all of us. She was family and my brother was naturally heartbroken. A few years after she passed he was diagnosed, at a young age, with cancer. A few short months later he was dying and as I sat by his bedside I began to think about Hannah and prayed she would be there to greet him as he left us. He has been unresponsive for days but as I had those thoughts, he smiled and said Hannah out loud. He passed shortly after. I realize this seems sad but I’m sharing this because I hope is serves as a reminder that Einstein will never really leave you. Knowing my brother was reunited with his sweet girl again brought me comfort in a time I didn’t think was possible. Please know I’m praying for each of you. Einstein was very blessed. Sending hugs!
I am crying as I read your lovely tribute to Einstein. I hope the wonderful memories you have of him and his life with you give you comfort. I will keep you and your family in my prayers because I know first hand how difficult it is to lose a furry family member. God bless you!
I cried when I read your post about Einstein this morning. I’m so sorry for your loss, they truly are family. This was a beautiful post about life with Einstein and how he was such an amazing member of your family.
I’m so very sorry. It’s never easy saying goodbye, but it’s worth it to share their lives with them, and for all the joy they bring. My heart aches for you.
I am so sorry for you and your family (including Duke), you will all miss him dearly. I always enjoy your Friday pictures of the “boys”.
What a beautiful tribute to your wonderful “buddy”. My heart aches for you! Einstein sounds like he was an amazing dog. He will be missed by all your followers too.
Oh Michelle deepest condolences for the loss of your loved one. If our pups lived 100 years it wouldn’t be long enough. Wanted to share a favorite poem when suffering the loss of a precious furbaby.
I Loved You Best
So this is where we part, My Friend,
And you’ll run on, around the bend.
Gone from sight, but not from mind,
new pleasures there you’ll surely find.
I will go on; I’ll find the strength,
Life measures quality, not its length.
One long embrace before you leave,
Share one last look, before I grieve.
There are others, that much is true,
But they be they, and they aren’t you.
And I, fair, impartial, or so I thought,
Will remember well all you’ve taught.
Your place I’ll hold, you will be missed,
The fur I stroked, the nose I kissed.
And as you journey to your final rest,
Take with you this…I loved you best.
I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Einstein. I am crying for you. Your tribute to him is so beautiful. Clearly, his unconditional love for all of you was reciprocated. It’s hard to say who was more blessed, Einstein or you and yours. May God grant you strength and comfort. Einstein will live forever in your heart.
Michelle, I am so sorry to hear that Einstein’s condition deteriorated so rapidly and you had to say goodbye to him. Since you first posted about Einstein’s cancer diagnosis, I’ve been meaning to email you to ask if your vet had considered chemotherapy. I have a cat who just turned 7, and she has had health problems for the last few months. She has a nodule on one of her lungs, and they think she has a cancer called adenocarcinoma. It is not something you can operate on. She has been taking a drug called Palladia for the last month and a half. It is a drug approved for use in dogs, but they have found that it also works well in cats. She has been tolerating it well, but last night she seemed restless and I couldn’t figure out what she wanted. She climbed on top of an easy chair and howled a couple of times. I rushed over to her to see what was wrong, and when I petted and soothed her, she started purring. But what if she was in pain? What if she was suffering? Would I be able to tell? Six/seven is very young for a cat to have cancer. I wanted to suggest this drug to you, but of course it is too late now. I am sorry that Einstein passed so quickly from this sudden illness. You were the best possible mom for him, and I’m sure he knew that. I feel Joseph will remember him. Keep showing him pictures and videos as he grows, and say “Who’s that? Remember your buddy Einstein?” Undoubtedly Duke is also missing him, and may need extra love at this time. I’m so sorry that you had to deal with this tragedy in this late stage of your pregnancy. I believe that we will be reunited with our beloved pets in our next life. After all, it wouldn’t be heaven without them, right? God bless you and your family at this sad time.
My heart goes out to all of you …… it is so hard to say goodbye to the furry members of our family. You have so many wonderful memories of Einstein and so many pictures to share with Joseph! Keep all of those memories close to your heart! ❤️
What a beautiful tribute to your furry family member. My heart breaks for your family, including Duke, who must be completely confused.
May your broken heart be mended over time. Dear Einstein is watching you & your family from the Rainbow Bridge where pain and illness cannot penetrate. He was truly your companion of a lifetime, and you all were enriched by having him as a member of your family. God bless.
Oh Michelle … I am sitting here in tears after reading your touching post. I have been reading your blog for a few years now and have always loved the posts of Einstein. Golden retrievers were always my favourite breed and even though I have never had a dog, I felt your loss as I read your words. Thank you for sharing more of your and Einstein’s story. It’s a really sweet one and it’s amazing how one dog can have so much soul and provide so much love. My heart breaks for you as I know you will miss him for a long time. I will miss seeing Einstein’s adorable, thoughtful face in your blog as well. I hope you heal soon and that your family gives you strength.
Hugs,
Emilia
I found your recipes looking for a treat for my beloved Brittany Spaniel. I then realized that you adored your Einstein as I adored my beloved Del. I would log in and share the wonderful memories you posted. The love you had for Einstein was clear with each and every post. I am so sorry to hear that he has passed and for the incredible loss you feel. Just reading your post brought tears to my eyes but thank you so much for sharing him with us.
Michelle, I am so sorry for your loss. I almost hated to open the email when I saw the subject. I have lost a dog in the past the was my best little buddy. I still get tears in my eyes when I think of her. Dogs are absolutely mans best friend.
What a heartbreaking tribute to a much loved family member! Thank you so much for sharing him with us. I am so sorry for your loss.
My heart is breaking for you reading this post. One of my favorite things about your blog is that you can just feel the love pouring out of you not only for Joseph, but for Einstein and Duke as well. I’m so very sorry ~ but you have so many wonderful memories and pictures to share with Joseph, so he’ll have your memories to treasure of Einstein. <3
My he rest in peach across that Rainbow Bridge!!
I’m so sorry about Einstein! I had a lab retreaver growing up and retreavers are definitely the best dogs! They are so sweet and patience but protective and good guardians as well. I’m praying for you and your family during this difficult time.
You can tell he was so loved. I’m so sorry!
I’m so sorry for your loss Michelle. Einstein seemed like an awesome dog. Thank you for sharing all the great pics of him. I will only be able to read your post this one time because it is so heartbreaking. I can’t imagine how you must feel. Take care of yourself!
What a gentle soul he had. I am so very sorry for your loss. Pets are such a big part of families. Prayers for you!
I’m so sorry. The love that dogs give and the joy they bring to our lives just makes it so difficult to say goodbye. You made the right decision but it doesn’t mean it hurts any less. Will be thinking about you and your family in the days ahead.
I am so very sorry for your loss, my heart breaks for you and your family. Reading about Einstein’s life in your story and the impact he had made me think about our dog that we loved until he passed a number of years ago. We do have another dog that we love since Smokey had to leave us but I relived every moment of that day while reading about Einstein. The memories will help get through this. My thoughts and prayers to you.
So sad but happy that the Rainbow Bridge will have Einstein waiting for you when you arrive. Your photo tribute was beautiful–your pictures will bless you with memories for a long time. The true injustice is that our pets do not live near long enough. We have to go on but our hearts will never forget.
Keeping you and your family and Duke in our prayers.
I started reading this at work and had to stop so I wouldn’t cry at my desk. Now I am at home, and my cat, who always wants to cuddle me whenever I am sad, is on my lap and I am hugging her with extra gratitude for the joy that pets bring to our lives. This was an absolutely beautiful tribute to a beautiful dog (both in his appearance, your pictures of him are so lovely, but also his “personality” and soul). I do believe that you will meet up with him again, and for now I hope that you are comforted by the knowledge that being a part of your family gave Einstein a safe, happy, fun life full of love.
One of the best love stories ever! Wonder if Einstein knew how many hearts he would touch? Hugs and kisses to you and all your wonderful family…many blessings.
So so sorry for this loss- I feel it as I’ve read your blog for several years now and could tell that you had a very special boy in Einstein. I know he was such a blessing to you and that makes losing him so much harder- but I truly believe that our beloved companions wait for us on the other side- it doesn’t make it easier now but there will be so much joy when you’re together again. My heart hurts for you-there’s something about the one that was with you when you were single you know? I’ve been there too. Anyways as you can see, everyone loved Einstein and we’ll all miss him too. Praying for you all.
This is completely heart breaking, I cried reading this my husband looking at me like I am crazy. My own pup got extra snuggles, treats and love tonight. They have a way of wrapping themselves around your heart and never let go.
<3 So sorry. What a sweet dog!
Oh, Michelle, I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein! First, his illness, and now his passing. Our pets come into our lives for such a short time but give us an enormous amount of love. This was such a lovely tribute to him. I’m sure Duke and Joseph are so perplexed by this, but knowing you (through your posts), I’m sure you have it in control. Sending you hugs and prayers. Andrea
What a loving and poignant tribute to Einstein! We had a similar situation with our chocolate lab, and while she hung on for a few months, we ultimately had to put her to sleep. It was an agonizing few months as we treasured every minute with her. Ultimately I was with her when the vet injected her and she drew her last breath, but my husband waited in the lobby. He couldn’t do it, but I felt I owed it to her. We grieved for months, but only our dog-loving friends knew how our loss impacted us. We waited a year and got another dog. It was the right thing to do, and we love this dog so much too, but still have such fond memories of our lab. I hope Duke is there to console you, but how to you explain to Duke about what happened to Einstein? May your loving memories bring you comfort.
This was my favorite post of yours to date. Not because of the subject but because of the content. Your words of loss are expressed beautifully and I’m quite honored you chose to share them with your readers. ❤️ Lucky Einstein and lucky you. ? Thinking of you and your family.
So sorry for your loss. What a beautiful tribute to a wonderful dog. Thinking of you and your family at this time.
Oh Michelle, my heart is aching for you. I’m so sorry. What a beautiful tribute. Thank you so much for sharing him with us.
So very sorry for your loss. But you gave him such a good home. Take comfort in the fact that he loved you so much. take care, jackie
Michelle, when I saw the title on your blog, I said “Oh! No”. Then I started reading with tears in my eyes and a lump in the throat. I am soo sorry to hear about Einstein. He was a sweet and beautiful boy. You gave him a lovely tribute. Even though it is very sad, knowing you gave him a happy home with lots of love can be comforting. And you have happy memories of him. It is amazing how some dogs are sensitive to their surrounds and seem to know how to comfort people by just being there. I have been reading your blog for a while and loved the updated pictures of Einstein. I will miss seeing him along with your family. Thank you for sharing his lovely tribute. My heart and thoughts are with you and your family. Take care of yourself. Lots of hugs.
Michelle and family,
My deepest sympathies. Someone gave me a card with this sentiment after losing my sweet boy and I have always held it dear to my heart. Blessings to your family.
They Will Not Go Quietly
They will not go quietly,
the dogs that shared our lives.
In subtle ways they let us know
their spirit still survives.
Old habits still make us think
we hear a barking at the door.
Or step back when we drop
a tasty morsel on the floor.
Our feet still go around the place
the food dish used to be,
And sometimes, coming home at night,
we miss them terribly.
And although time may bring new friends
and a new food dish to fill,
That one place in our hearts
belongs to them…
and always will.
Linda Barnes
So fittingly beautiful and true.
I’m so sorry for the lost of Einstein to you and your family. I enjoyed seeing pictures of him and your other dog Duke and of course of your baby. He was so beautiful, I can tell he was very loved, its never easy losing a loved pet, he will always be in your heart.
I’m so incredibly sorry for you and your family. And so sorry for Duke who is missing his best friend. You are a gifted writer and we all enjoy your dog stories and feel connected to Einstein and Duke. Take comfort in his love for you! I’ve lost 2 pups of my own this year and understand sudden loss. It’s hard to wrap your head around it but sounds like he was happy until the end. We all miss Einstein and our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Tears are flowing after reading your beautiful tribute to Einstein. I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a beloved pet is one of the hardest things we go through in life. Einstein had an incredible life with you and your family. You will be reunited with Einstein one day, and it will be such a beautiful reunion. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Rest in Peace, sweet Einstein.
This was such a hard post to read – I lost my dog July 1st to lymphoma. He was only 4 1/2 years old, and was my everything. I got him with my ex husband and he was there for me through our divorce and was my constant through so much change. I know firsthand that it feels like you didn’t do as much as you could for him, because I felt the exact same way, but that’s just our way of processing grief. My dog was diagnosed just one month before his passing, and didn’t exhibit symptoms before either. Cancer can sometimes just be so aggressive that it strikes quickly. Dogs love so unconditionally, and the best we can ever do is love them back tenfold. My days aren’t the same without him, but we are stronger having had them in our lives knowing we did everything we could to make their short lives incredible. Stay strong ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss! Grieving for a pet is so difficult, no one can comprehend but an animal lover, Do seek out the book mentioned earlier “Dog Heaven.” I have labs, but I have 3 good friends with goldens, 2 of them have lost their One Special Dog as well, all to cancer, all suddenly. When each of the four dogs I’ve lost in the last year were gone, I did what you did – wrote an email in tribute to each of them and sent it to friends and my loved ones – and It was so helpful,.I still re-read them. Remember your new baby knows what you’re feeling, too. Be sure to tell him your grief and sadness has nothing to do with him.
It’s a hard decision to choose to put one to sleep, but I’m so glad we have the option to end their suffering when it’s time. Big hugs to you all, including Duke.
I just cried into my supper! It just broke my heart to bits to hear of Einsteins passing. I am so, so, sorry Michelle. Hug Duke a little harder tonight.
When there wasn’t a post on Saturday I knew you’d lost Einstein. I’m so sorry for your loss. I feel especially bad for Duke who must miss his buddy tremendously. My thoughts are with you and your family.
Dear Michelle, I was afraid this news would be coming soon and I am crying my eyes out for you, for Einstein and also for me and my wonderful cat, Scout, my best pet ever for 16 years just as Einstein was for you. I lost him in May and I know the heartbreak all too well. Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful tribute with all of us beb followers. All of the wonderful care Einstein gave to you and your family was his way of saying how much he loved YOU! I know in spirit he is, and will always be beside you.
I’m so very sorry for the loss of your precious fur-baby. May you be comforted with all the good memories.
I’m so sorry, it’s hard to have to make “The right decision” you have to love em enough to let them go.
With tears in my eyes, I am so sad for you. Thank you for sharing his life with everyone. What you wrote about him was incredibly moving. I can’t stop thinking about him. He truly was the best! How amazing that you had each other and spent over 9 years together. He will be so missed. Enjoy all the wonderful memories of your precious buddy. Take good care of yourself, Michelle.
I am so, so sorry and heartbroken for you and your family. I’ve been through this a few times and what always helps me is to read this:
https://rainbowsbridge.com/Poem.htm.
Hope it provides some comfort to you all.
Sending hugs.
My beloved Golden is currently undergoing treatment for cancer, so all those feelings you describe are very close to the surface for me and my family. It is one of the most amazing things to open your heart to a dog and have them walk right in. What a special dog Einstein was. He was blessed to have you, and you were blessed to have him. Joseph may not have specific memories of his time with Einstein, but deep down inside he will know what it means to love and be loved by a very, very special dog.
RIP Einstein! You were very loved! And you will be very missed. But with all that pass thru our lives you will not be forgotten. Until you meet again….
Look at that handsome boy! I am reading this in tears, as I am sure there isn’t a dry eye at the end of this post. I can’t imagine the heartbreak you are feeling, the bittersweet memories and the unconditional love for Einstein. Our best buddies, our boys, our dogs, really are the most amazing family. I feel for you and am grateful that you shared these beautiful memories and images with us.
I knew the moment that I opened the email this morning, that you had lost your precious boy. I can not even put into words just how sorry I am for you. I had to wait until I got home from work to even write this for fear of crying all day. You gave Einstein such a beautiful life, and he in turn, gave you such a big part of yours. I know that now you think of him and tears prevail…but one day, the pain will be replaced with only smiles, and your heart will swell with the greatest joy of remembering the most amazing dog in the world.
My heart goes out to you on your loss. Our pets are family member and it’s so difficult when they leave our lives. We lost our 15 year old companion recently so I can some what feel what you are going through. Time helps, but we never forget our furry friends.
Oh, I’m so very sorry for your loss. I’m heartbroken for you. That was a lovely post for a special dog.
my heart is so broken for you guys and i just can’t stop thinking about you. crying my eyes out reading this, einstein was the most loved pup!
Michelle
I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein.
I love love love seeing the pictures through out the years ,
Einstein knew he had a very special family and home .
May God be with you and your all are in my prayers !
I am in tears reading this and looking at all the beautiful pictures of your sweet Einstein. My heart aches for you and your family (and Duke!). I’ve been following your blog for a few years now, and absolutely loved seeing the weekly pictures of Einstein and Duke. Einstein sure sounds like he was an extraordinary pup. Thinking of you!
God bless you and your precious family, Michelle; all who are here still, and all the loved ones who’ve passed on; we’ll all be together again (in the blink of an eye).
I am sitting here hugging my cat, Meechi and crying. I have followed you for several years and of course, feel like I knew Einstein. My heart goes out to you. I was so hoping for a happy ending when you posted that he was doing better.
Please take care of yourselves.
My heart is breaking along with your families. I’m so so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine how incredibly painful writing that post must have been but thank you for sharing it with us. Sending lots of hugs your way.
This was such a sweet tribute. My heart is aching for you. Goldens really are the best dogs.
Sending you so much love and hugs. We lost our sweet girl Holly to the same thing 2 years ago. Reading your latest blog was all too familiar. One day at a time, and be kind to yourself, you were the best parents to Einstein.
Michelle, I’m so sorry about Einstein! It’s never easy to lose a pet to whatever the reason, when they cross the rainbow bridge, they take a piece of our heart with them. I lost my beloved fur-daughter, Vanita to rare canine nasal cancer 5 years ago, I still miss her everyday. While I still have 2 other dogs, but the empty spot of my heart still remain empty, because that was the special place she once resided. Prayers and hugs to you and your family.
Here is the Rainbow Bridge Poem:
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….
Thank you Janice, and I’m so sorry for your loss as well.
I know that words are never enough when one is grieving, and grieve you must. But, I hope that you are a “little” comforted by the outpouring of sympathy from your loving blog family. I haven’t read all 400+, but the overwhelming theme seems to be tears and sorrow for your whole family. We will all of us miss Einstein – not the same way as you, but he had become special to your faithful readers too. Your tribute to the much loved Einstein is beautiful. Thank-you for sharing these lovely photos. I’m sure Einstein has crossed The Rainbow Bridge and is waiting- faithful as ever.
Dearest Michelle,
My heart is breaking and tears are flowing as I read your post of Einstein’s graduation to Heaven. Yes, I believe these precious ones go to Heaven. And one day, you will be reunited with Einstein. May God comfort you and your precious family and Duke.
I am so sorry about Einstein. I’ve been following your blog for a long time, and I always look forward to hearing about Einstein, Duke and Joseph. Pets are family members, and I know how hard it is to lose one. If you can find it, you need to read the poem, “The Rainbow Bridge”. Einstein is waiting for you and your family there. What a beautiful tribute to Einstein! Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein. I just recently lost my Golden Retriever, Zoey, on August 21, 2016. She unexpectedly got very sick, very quickly. I looked at her belly one night because I thought she might have had a hot spot, but she had red splotches all over her belly. I took her to the vet the next day and they tested her blood. She had no platelets. I then took her that evening to the animal hospital where they could begin treating her for ITP. After 9 days, she wasn’t responding to the 3 blood transfusions and immuno-suppressant drugs, her platelets were still at zero and her red blood cells were continuing to drop. Her last day, she hardly recognized me and seemed very muddled. I didn’t want her to suffer so we decided it was time. I miss her every, single day. She was my very first pet as I was not allowed to have any growing up. She was the sweetest little thing and love everyone. I got her from GRRAND, a Golden Retriever Rescue organization when she was approximately 3 or 4 years old and we had her for 6 years and 9 months. My heart goes out to you and your family.
Oh Ann, I’m so, so sorry. This is so heartbreaking – I hope you find peace in the weeks and months to come, as well.
Im so sorry for you and your family’s loss. Our pets are our family. I pray that God will lift you all up and give you peace and comfort.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I recently lost a beloved dog we had for 16 years so I know how you feel, it’s absolutely devastating. I definitely shed some tears reading this post. I know you’re sweet boy is in a better place looking over you and your family.
Xoxo
Farewell, sweet Einstein! Thanks for making so many people smile every Friday. You touched far more lives than you ever realized. Hugs to you and your family, Michelle. Thanks for sharing your family with all of us.
Beautiful tribute, beautiful pictures….beautiful boy with a beautiful soul! I’m so very, very sorry!! As many have said, having read your blog for many years, I feel like I knew Einstein and have been crying just reading this post. What a wonderful life you two had together! He will be waiting for you!!
Never before felt compelled to comment on a food blog until now. I know what it’s like to lose a beloved companion after spending a good chunk of your life with them. It leaves you feeling gutted, it really does. That pain never completely goes away. After a while, you realize you don’t mind it. That pain is, in fact, proof of a special and loving bond that never truly breaks. He might be gone physically, but his love for you, and the marks he made on your life will always be there. He’ll be the sparkle in your eyes when you’re telling stories to your son, and he’ll be that warmth that accompanies a loved one’s embrace. Stay strong and all the best to you and your family.
Oh, Michelle, I am so sorry & my heart aches with you. I, immediately, began to cry when I saw you title of your post, then Einy’s photo. Your post was so emotional, yet a beautiful tribute to Your beautiful Einstein and your loving companionship & friendship. I feel as if you very closely described my golden, Madison. She has a similar temperament to Einstein. She is 10 now & I have a red Golden, Carly, 10,also. Madison is the last to come up the stairs at night, making sure the house is safe before going to bed, & the last to come down in the morning to make sure we all made it down, especially my boys, 4 & 6. I know I will have to face the same fate of letting go someday, and I am very much dreading that day. Einstein was very lucky to have had you & your family to love him til the end. And, I agree….dogs do have souls. I feel as if I knew Einstein well through all your blogs over the years. Thank you for sharing him with us. You are a much stronger person now for knowing & learning from Einstein. He will always be in your heart! Sending you lots of hugs & prayers for your continued good health during your pregnancy and for your healing heart. Blessings to your husband, Joseph, & hugs & treats for Duke.
My heart is breaking for you. I’m so, so sorry. Einstein was a beautiful, amazing boy. Hugs to all of you.
Love this tribute! Thinking of you! Hugs! xo
Wow, just wow!!!!! Thank you for sharing your story and your photos. We recently lost our 2 senior shelties within 4 months of each other. There is truly nothing more heartbreaking than losing a dog. Thank you for sharing your story and you and your entire family are in my thoughts.
What a WONDERFUL tribute to Einstein. Oh, that face! Letting them go is the hardest thing but as the recipient of their unconditional love its our duty and our privilege to take care of them and make that really tough decision when it is time. I don’t know anyone who hasn’t second guessed it but know that you did the most right, most loving thing you could do for Einstein. My thoughts are with you all.
I was so sad to read this post this morning Michelle. I’ve loved reading about your life with Einstein over the years and seeing how he had adapted to life with a new puppy friend, then Joseph. Thank you for sharing him with us, you have given him the most heartfelt loving tribute and I hope your pain eases with time.
So very sorry to hear of your loss. We had a similar situation when we lost our childhood dog Coco when I was 27 years old. We got her the day after my twin sister and I turned 12. I was actually the one who told my mom that I thought it was time to probably think of putting Coco down. I was watching her one summer weekend 5 months pregnant and she started to lose control of her bowels. That Monday following, my mom and stepdad took Coco to the vet and the diagnosis was likely stomach cancer and the recommendation was to put her down. Never an easy choice but now she and your Einstein are pain free ❤️
For some reason this is not download to my email and read it on Facebook. Was almost in tears after I read it. I am so sorry for your loss.
There are NO WORDS to adequately express how sorry I am for your loss….and I know too well what a loss it is for you all. In reading your “tribute” to Einstein, I am convinced he was an extraordinary Golden. Though they all are very intelligent, I believe Einstein had a special sense. Such a handsome boy he was! Hug Duke a little tighter because he is in mourning also.
I am very sorry for your loss. I just lost my last of 6 Golden Retrivers in May and reading your post about Einstein breaks my heart. It never gets easier but you know you did the right thing. My SIL got a Pembroke Welsh Corgi for my husband and I and he was very attached to my girl. It’s been 4 months now and he is still sad at times and misses her especially at home where the memories are. The 3 of us keep him busy with training in tracking, rally obedience and regular obedience. It’s to keep us going too so we don’t get sad. We have a battery operated candle that we light up every now night I front of her urn and sympathy cards from many of her friends. The dog’s life is just too short. Enjoy them while you can.
When I saw the title of this post I thought, oh my god did it happen so soon? I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sending good thoughts to you.
I cried and cried when I read your post today. I have absolutely LOVED seeing your pictures of your Golden’s over the years. Einstein sounds like the most amazing, intuitive, wonderful dog. Our first Golden, Tessa, passed away from cancer at 7 yrs old so I know exactly what you are going through. Thank you for writing such a loving story of Einstein, and the pictures at the end helped the tears turn to laughter. Especially the one with the Santa hat!! You were so blessed to have such a wonderful companion in your life and he probably thought he was so lucky to have you for a Mom! Please don’t think you missed any signs of his cancer. I’m a Medical Radiation Technologist and I do a lot of CT scans and even in humans often it’s a seizure that is the first sign of a Brain tumour. You and your family are in our thoughts and our prayers and I do believe that we will one day be re-united with our beloved furry pals. Please know that the entire BEB community is mourning with you today. God Bless.
So very sorry for your loss. I had a 9 year old dog die, pretty suddenly, of hemangiosarcoma. Sounds like similar symptoms (not they this helps your pain but sometimes at least knowing what happened – and that there was nothing you could have done to fix or prevent it helps, I think). He was lucky to be a part of your family. Take comfort in knowing that he had a beautiful life because of you.
I am so very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing the wonderful pictures over the years of Einstein. Sending hugs your way.
I am so sorry, my heart breaks for you. He is such a beautiful boy, and it’s obvious that he had a beautiful soul as well. I firmly believe that our beloved pets will be waiting for us in Heaven, you will see him again.
Soooo very very sorry for your loss!!! RIP Einstein.
Bawling my eyes out. Thank you for sharing Einstein with us all for all these years. He was almost always a part of your weekly blog. Pets are so much more than animals, they have personalities and are part of the family. They are funny and loving, protective and caring. When they pass on, it leaves a huge hole in our lives. time does make it easier to deal with the loss but you will always love and miss your pup.
As a dog lover, Golden Retrievers are on my top 10 list of my favorite dog breeds.(Even though dogs are my life) I am heart broken to hear this story. I suggest getting a COMPLETELY different dog. Einstein seems so sweet. If I were you,I would be in my room, crying for MONTHS. Even though I am still a 8 year old,I can understand how you feel. You and your family, especially Einstein, will be in my prayers. I hope the best for you.
My husband just asked me what happened, why am I crying? There is nothing like the love and loyalty of a good dog. I’ve loved many dogs in my life and they were all wonderful. In my opinion, there is nothing like a golden. Michelle, I’m so very sorry for your loss of Einstein. I am an avid cook and baker and love your blog. One of the reasons was Einstein. I loved all the pictures and stories, he was truly a wonderful guy! I’m sure Duke is grieving right along with your family. I hope he can help comfort you along with cutie Joseph’s help. RIP Einstein, run free at the Rainbow Bridge sweet angel.
I’m so sorry for your loss. It has been a joy to get to know Einstein through your pictures and stories on the blog, and he was obviously so well loved. I hope you take comfort in all the wonderful years you had together and in the knowledge that he is at peace.
So very sorry you have lost Einstein, Michelle. I agree with Sheryl, he was also a part of my family as well. She couldn’t have said anything better, she covered it all. Even the tears. Hugs to you and your family. Shanon
I am so sorry for your loss.
I also have a golden and I know how special they are.
Having to love them enough to do it for them in the end is the hardest. Sending you and your family prayers of comfort and to all who are missing him.
Michelle, I am so very sorry for your loss. I am in tears reading your post and comments from everyone. I feel as though Einstein was a part of my family, as well as yours, because you shared him with us so freely, and will miss him terribly. Please know that you, your family and Duke are in my thoughts and prayers. Einstein will always be a part of your heart, and never forgotten. Share your memories of him with Joseph and the new baby. He will be watching over you and waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge. Hug Duke for me. Sheryl
I am so sorry. I feel yours and your family sorrow. This was such a nice tribute to him. I know he will be waiting for you some day.
I’m sorry for your loss. It is never easy to lose a beloved pet. Praying for you and your family.
Sorry for your loss. What an amazing tribute for an amazing dog. Prayers for you and your family.
I am so very sorry! I have lost 2 sweet girls and they each take a part of your heart with them. I don’t think God would give us an animal to be our best friend and not have a place for them in heaven. I also work from home and my dogs are my constant companions. The grief you feel is almost unbearable at times. Hugs and prayers to you and your family.
When I didn’t see a weekend post I knew something happened to Enstein . I cried all through the past. My heart breaks for you and your family. I went through the same last year with my lab Rocky but it was the same time that my mom was in hospice. It was a very stressful time. I believe God did this to you now taking him away because of the new baby boy coming. It would be to much to handle. You’ll always have your memories and he knows you always loved him with all heart. Right now he’s at the Rainbow Bridge looking down on you
I am in tears in my kitchen reading your story of Einstein. Dogs are such a part of the family, as much as any human member in some cases. They are there for us, no matter what. To see them hurting or sick is unbearable since they can’t tell you what hurts. He was a beautiful boy in a home full of love. He knew only love and caring and reflected that in his seemingly caring personality. His life could not possibly have been any better! Rest easy knowing he is not in any pain and is enjoying every moment of forever until you can be together again. I pray that your family feels peace and God’s presence in your hearts during this sad time.
I’m so sorry about Einstein. I’ve loved seeing your posts and pictures of him over the years. It sounds like he was the perfect dog. I didn’t know him, but I’m sad today knowing he’s gone. Many people are thinking of you and him today. Such a special dog. RIP sweet Einstein.
I’m crying too for I know your pain. Einstein was lucky to have found you and vice versa. I hope Einstein says hello to my Pandora and Roxy and that they get to play together forever!
Michelle, I’m so sorry for the loss of Einstein. What a sweet, sweet soul. The pain of losing a dog friend runs deep – prayers for you and the family.
My heart breaks for you and your family. My golden is 8 years old and I can’t imagine a day without her; yet……I know it will come eventually. So sad for we humans to lose a pet. Remember that Einstein was a part of your life but to him YOU were his WHOLE life. He was so loved and I’m sure he knew that. He was a lucky dog!! RIP, Einstein.
I am so, so sorry for your loss Michelle. Einstein was lucky to have you all as his family and I know he had such a great life. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
I first found your blog because of one of the dog treat recipes you posted and I’ve loved following your blog since! I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein. My sympathies to you and your family. There really is nothing better than the love of a dog!
Big hugs being sent you you. My friend shared this poem with me.
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….
Author unknown…
Thank you Barbara, I truly believe this and can’t wait to see Einstein again one day.
Hugs to you and your family, what a blessing to have had such a fantastic buddy!
So so sorry to hear of your loss. I cannot imagine my life without my pup. Einstein sounds like an amazing dog and being who touched so many lives. All my thoughts and prayers.
I’m so sorry for your loss! We had a Sweet Golden named Maggie, she had the same thing your Einstein had…it all happened quickly for us too. My husband was in the hospital for nearly 90 days 200 miles away from home…she got sick while he was gone but thankfully waited till he came home…she died the following morning. I don’t know why but so many Goldens are dying from Cancer – I wish they’d figure it out because Goldens are the very best companion you could ever ask for. Our deepest sympathies to you and your family…you will see , Einstein will lead you to another super-cool fur baby when it’s time!
AND… now you have me crying at work! So sorry for your loss! What a lovely tribute you’ve written. Einstein sounds like an amazing dog. They truly become members of the family, don’t they? I love our dog more than words could express. It’s amazing how they can sense our moods. My thoughts & prayers are w/ you guys.
Grieve not,
nor speak of me with tears,
but laugh and talk of me
as if I were beside you…..
I loved you so —
’twas Heaven here with you.”
–by Ilsa Paschal Richardson
I’m so sorry for your loss….
What an amazing 9 1/2 years you had with Einstein. I hope your heart and mind is filled with tons and tons of fabulous memories that will bring a smile to your face and warm your heart. I know your story and pictures warm my heart and make me smile and laugh. What a good boy!
Sending heartfelt hugs and love from one golden Mama to another!!!
This post made me cry! I couldn’t; even finish reading the full post. I am sorry for your loss. I have a 12 year old labradoodle and he is my first baby. I am dreading the last day comes. I can already see him slowing down. My heart goes out to you!
Michelle, it was so heartbreaking to read your post today. Sweet Einstein was such a special member of your family. Wishing you and your family peace, love and strength.
Dear Michelle,
I sit here sobbing for your loss, bit also for the joys you have known because of life with Einstein. Your pictorial and written tribute is incredible, and I hope it helps lighten your heart a bit. He has crossed the rainbow bridge, out of any pain, playing, and eating the other doggies treats when they are not looking! He will always be with your family, and you with him. Heal well, and know you were the best fur mom in the world. Now the next joy the Lord is blessing you with is coming soon. How wonderful. Terry
Oh Michelle, I am so sorry for your loss. I’ve been a reader of your blog for years and always enjoyed your Einstein (and Duke!) updates. My heart breaks for you and your family. You are absolutely right–dogs do have souls, and I have no doubt that you will see Einstein again one day. Peace and love to you in this difficult time.
I cried like a baby and I dont even know you or Einstein. I dont understand why God takes the good and leaves the bad. We had a cat die of cancer a few weeks ago and other pets who have left us so I know the pain. The first dog we lost it took us years to finally have another one. When my daughter’s dog died a few years ago I cried a lot it hurt so bad. Two months later she found out she was pregnant after trying for years. Im so sorry for your pain especially now when youre expecting. There really are not many words than can console except believe and have faith that he crossed the Rainbow Bridge and other family pets who came before him were there to greet him as he will for loved ones.
I am so sorry about your beloved dog Einstein. He was such a beautiful dog, I loved seeing the pics you shared with us and grew attached to him too.
Michelle, I’m typing and crying. I’m so, so sorry for your loss. Einstein was a very lucky pup. He was so sweet and that’s a tribute to you. We have three dogs and I know that love. My heart dog, my Buffy has Addison’s disease and I worry so about her. They are the most wonderful creatures. Einstein knew how much he was lived and he loved you back ten fold.
My heart absolutely breaks for you. Pets become our family and it’s impossible to think of life without them. My thoughts are with you and your family in this time of grief.
So sorry for your loss. Our fur babies mean so much to us. They are our best friend, my pal and my baby. I know this won’t help with your loss, but he is in doggie heaven running and playing with his buddies. I will keep you in my prayers.
One can tell from all those photographs how much he was treasured by his family through the years. Don’t we wish all pets were loved that much? His story is a tribute to this Family’s Best Buddy.
Hello! I don’t know you personally, but I’ve followed your blog for a while now and I feel like I know you and your family. I too am a huge animal lover and we have four dogs. I used to work at the San Diego Humane Society and I saw so many heartbreaking stories. Please cherish the thought that you gave Einstein a loving, happy, safe and stable home. What a lucky dog he was to have a family like yours. I know this doesn’t make the pain any less, but that’s how I got thru my days after seeing how badly some animals are treated. Plant a tree in your backyard (or a shrub or Rose or whatever) and call it the ‘Einstein Tree’ so he will always be with you and your family. He’s in a better place now and you absolutely made the right decision. Our thoughts are with you…,
Michelle, I am so sorry to hear about Einstein! Before Joseph the posts about Einstein were my favorites. I know you must be heart broken on top of it being so sudden. He lived the best life and honestly at the end that is all we can hope for. He was loved, happy, well fed and lived in a nice home with people he adored! I am praying for you and your sweet family and hoping you find comfort in all the wonderful memories. I will miss seeing him in your posts but I’m glad he is not suffering.
My heart is breaking for you. I’m so so sorry.
(((Michelle))) I’m so very very sorry.
I’m squalling like Einstein was a family member. I have enjoyed reading about your boys, parties, treats and how they have been great big brothers to Joseph.
I’m so sorry this happened now with your pregnancy. Please take care of yourself.
I have no other words. I’m just so sad.
(((Hugs))) and prayers for you and your family..
-Aly
I am so sorry for your loss. I’ve loved reading about Einstein over the years. He was as lucky to have you as you were to have him. Goldens are so special and it sounds like Einstein was one of the best. Your tribute was beautiful.
So sorry to read this! Einstein is truly loved.
I am so sorry for you and your family. I loved having Einstein’s pictures pop up in my feeds. I could see his good nature in every picture posted.
So sorry to hear this, Michelle. Loved seeing pictures and reading about Einstein (and Duke). I’ve had a number of dogs growing up and into adulthood. While I’ve loved them all, a few stood out as extra special. Be glad that you have the pictures and have documented pretty much his whole life on BEB. Hugs
My thoughts and prayers are with you & your family during this time of mourning your beloved companion, Einstein. During their short years in our lives, our furry family members provide a type of love, respect & trust that is irreplaceable. From the picture and stories you’ve shared, there is no doubt Einstein was a truly amazing companion to anyone who was lucky enough to cross his path. Thank you for sharing Einstein with us. And, thank you for being a wonderful example of including, loving and caring for a furry family member from the cute puppy stage through your various life changes to the difficult & heart wrenching last stages of his life. Einstein will be in your heart forever and nothing can take away the indelible imprint he left in your heart & soul (as I’m sure you did in his as well).
I know it will be almost unlikely for you to read all of the comments but if you get to mine, please know I share your grief in hearing the news of Einstein. Our paths had somewhat aligned 3 years ago when you brought Duke home, we also welcomed a yellow lab into our home that same year. Without any notice last week, our little “puppy” died of an apparent heart attack at 3 years old and I too was heartbroken, still am. Thank you for loving Einstein and Duke and sharing their lives in such a public forum. You have made Einstein proud by sharing such a wonderful story about him and his journey. Peace to you and your family in these days of heavy sorrow. I’m so sorry for your loss.
Oh Joel, how heartbreaking. I’m so very sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry to read about Einstein. I lost my own sweet baby girl exactly a year ago after having her for 11.5 years. She also had cancer and we did what we could until we couldn’t do anymore. The sadness those first few weeks is unbelievable but I promise it will get easier – it won’t go away but your heart won’t physically hurt so much. Take comfort in the fact that you have all of these wonderful pictures – I look at mine every day and am thankful we were those people who took so many. The best advice I received was to stay busy which you are doing and the best condolence I received was that I gave that dog an epic life – which you did. RIP Einstein!
I’m so sad to hear this sending you love and prayers for comfort.
My heart breaks for you. I’ve been there. It’s the worst day ever. I can’t even write anymore because I’m bawling like a baby. Thinking of you and your family. Einstein will always be with you. I still think of my Jake every day and he passed in November 2007. xoxo
Oh my goodness….I am in tears from reading your post about Einstein’s passing. I lost one of my cats a couple months ago and it is so heartbreaking to lose a part of the family…they live in our hearts forever…but so hard not to see them every day. My thoughts and prayers are with you…the loss is so hard to deal with and my heart breaks for you. May he rest in peace and you will see each other again some day. knowing that makes me feel a bit better about my loss. God Bless….RIP Einstein….
I feel so completely devastated by your loss. I am so sad to hear of the passing of your dear friend Einstein. I too have lost a couple of amazing friends and it really shook me to the core to have to say goodbye to them. I had to say goodbye to my sweet cat Gideon while I was pregnant with my third child, which I feel made it worse because of all the emotions and hormones I was dealing with. Your tribute to Einstein was beautiful and he was so lucky to have had you as his friend. My heart breaks for you and I will pray that the lord helps ease your pain. Thank you for sharing him with us. I enjoyed seeing his sweet face every week. I will miss him.
Oh my, I am so sorry you lost such a good friend, and big part of your family. Having a pet leave us is one of the hardest things to deal with. Peace to you and yours.
I am so sorry for your loss.
He was a beautiful boy!!!
My heart goes out to you.
My heart aches for you all. It’s so difficult to have to make that decision when our beloved pets are so ill. I have had to do it several times. Always so difficult; I usually have to take a few days to deal with the feelings. Einstein was an amazing dog! I loved seeing pictures of him living and enjoying his life with you. Prayers and hugs sent to you as you adjust to this empty spot in your life.
Michelle and family,
My heartfelt sympathies for your loss. I’ve been reading your blog for many years and love that you have shared Einstein with us readers. I hope all the wonderful memories that you have of him bring you comfort. I know how deeply painful a loss can be . . . Dogs leave paw prints forever on our hearts.
What a beautiful, wonderful boy Einstein was. And your tribute to him is truly one of the most moving and heartfelt I’ve ever read. Blessings to him and to you who miss him. Thank you for letting us know all about him – what a treasure.
I am so, so very sorry to hear about the loss of your sweet pup Einstein! It breaks my heart hearing all you have gone through. I can only imagine how much that must hurt. Thinking of you and sending you and your family love this week! Thank you for sharing Einstein with the world while he was here–I loved seeing photos of him over the years and hearing stories about what he was up to.
I saw your headline and the tears started. Try to remember that Einstein has crossed over the Rainbow Bridge and will be there to welcome you when your time comes. I’ve lost many good dogs, and cats, and this thought is what gets me through. Blessings on you and your family.
This was so difficult to read. Beautifully written tribute to a wonderful animal that we all looked forward to catching a glimpse of on Friday Things. Rest assured that you gave him a wonderful life and did the right thing when it was time.
Oh Michelle,
My heart is just breaking for you. I am so sorry that Einstein has passed.
I found this poem online and thought it would bring you some small comfort.
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When God had made the Earth and Sky, the flowers and the trees,
He then made all the animals, and all the birds and bees.
And when His work was finished, not one was quite the same,
He said, “I’ll walk the Earth of mine, and give each one a name.”
And so He traveled land and sea, and everywhere He went,
a little creature followed Him, until it’s strength was spent.
When all were named upon the Earth,
and in the sky and sea, the little creature said,
“Dear Lord, there’s not one left for me.”
The Father smiled and softly said, “I’ve left you ’til the end,
I’ve turned my name from back to front, and called you DOG, my friend.”
Ahhh thank you Marcy, this is beautiful, and so true!
You are welcome Michelle!
This brings tears to my eyes. Heaven has a special place for the animals.
I’m sorry for your loss! Thank you for sharing Einstein with us! It’s easy to see he was very special.
Ugh, I am sitting in my office at work crying! My heart breaks for you. I hope that you are able to find some solace knowing that you gave him a wonderful life. There is no doubt he was loved beyond measure.
Oh, Michelle, my heart breaks for you and your family. What a precious, loving tribute to a great sweet fur baby. Part of your story brought back memories of our special girl – she’s been gone since 2001 and I still can barely speak of her without crying.
Thank you for sharing all those wonderful pictures. Sending love, good thoughts and prayers your way.
Michelle, I am crying for you reading this post. I have always loved the posts about your beautiful furry family members. Einstein was certainly loved and a very loving dog. We have two Goldens – one a 15-1/2 year old girl who is my first baby and is showing signs that we are on borrowed time with her. Sending you and your family lots of hugs from across cyberspace, even though we have never met.
I am so sorry, Michelle.
My heart hurts for you. I know how you feel. All the emotions that you mentioned we just experienced ourselves when having to put down our dog. He was a golden retriever mix and was almost 12 years old. He was my best bud and I miss him so much. I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that you are not alone, that he is no longer suffering and that you will see him again someday. We are having some of his remains made into a decorative pendant. It’s from Rainbow Bridge Hearts. They are beautiful and it will be nice to have a little piece of him around. Take care.
I am so, so sorry to hear about your beloved Golden Retriever….I love your blog and I love your baby and doggie stories! :( We have a similar story in that I adopted a Golden when I was single, Rosie. She was my faithful companion and when I met my hubby he knew if wanted me in his life, Rosie was coming along! He had a Black Lab that was a hunting beast…great dog but the Golden was our warm and fuzzy house mate. One Sunday morning we woke up with the Lab sitting in the hallway staring at Rosie, for some unknown reason she has passed away (she was 10 yrs). I was devastated, never got to say good-bye. My hubby was so understanding when I told him I wanted to send her to the University for autopsy and toxicology. That was 5 years ago and I still miss her sweet head resting on my lap. Blessings to you all!
I was very touched by your post and wanted to comment for the first time to say I am so sorry for your loss. Sounds like you have some wonderful memories together that will carry you through.
Oh my gosh, Michelle. I have tears streaming down my face as I read this. All I can think about is when I have to do this to little Winston and he’s only 1. Sigh. Dogs are the best creatures and they are an extension of our lives. You did everything you could and gave him the best life; don’t forget that. I’m so sorry you had to go through this but he’s no longer in pain and he’s frolicking with his friends in heaven :) big hugs to you. I wish I could hug you in real life and cry with you and give you comfort.
What a beautiful tribute to Einstein. My heart breaks for you and your family, he was such an important part of your lives. Thank you for sharing your story. God Bless!
This was a wonderful memorial to Einstein. Since on of the many things that you are sad about is that Joseph won’t remember him, can I make a suggestion? Create a photobook of Einstein’s life. Include pictures of him with all of your favorite people. When my niece was little she just loved looking at pictures and its amazing how many of them she remembers. It will show Joseph the love of the wonderful Einstein and the early bond that they shared. Creating the book will help and it will be a lasting memorial to Einstein.
Michelle and family, so very sorry that Einstein lost the battle so quickly, but do know from all of your posts and pictures that although his life was cut short he had the best of everything while here. My heart aches for you.
I’m so so very sorry for your loss. I have had a number of dogs over the years, but losing the dog of your heart hurts so very badly. I lost mine 4 years ago, he was only 9 and had intestinal cancer. It was the saddest I think I’ve ever been.
You’ll get used to it, but it takes a while before realizing that no, he’s not coming around the corner with the other dog(s) and it’s hard. You’re in my thoughts.
Michelle……tears and more tears for you and the loss of your friend. I too lost my Golden, Derby in June. He was 14 but they are never with us long enough. Einstein looks so much like my Derby! I will miss seeing the fun pictures of Einstein you shared on the blog. I know without a doubt that Duke understands and knows…..they just do. I wish all dogs could be as blessed as Einstein was—he had an awesome life!
I am so so sorry….words are not enough.
I’m sitting here crying because I love my dog sooo much, she has been my first dog, we have had her for almost 12 years and we have no kids…she is our only one. I work from home and she is my buddy, the best friend I could ask for. This year I went through some very difficult times and she was just there with me the whole time, giving me love while I cried. Also this year was hard because she had a stroke and became blind in one of her eyes. She has adjusted well, but it has been very difficult for me. Supposedly, she has high blood preassure and she is now taking pills, I hope that was the reason of her stroke and nothing else. We live in a small town in the Pacific Coast of Costa Rica and there is not much vets to choose from. I hope God gives you the peace you need to face so much pain..Einstein for sure fulfilled his role in this world…much love, Lucia.
I’m so very sorry for your loss–it is so painful to lose a member of your family. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
I’m so sorry for your loss, Michelle. He was a beautiful boy. Thank you so much for sharing him with us through your blog.
So sorry for your loss. It broke my heart when I saw your post this morning, so sad. I also have a little one who’s 10 now and having signs of slowing down. That was a beautiful tribute to Einstein. Praying for you and your family. He will surely be missed. God bless.
I know exactly how you feel. My husband and I have stood in a vet’s office and cried our eyes out when we had to let our sweet beagle, Barney, go. We hugged Sally, our basset hound, even tighter the next few days. Years later, when she passed away suddenly, we held onto Rusty, our golden. It was at that point that I announced to my husband that we always had to have two dogs. I don’t think I could bear coming home to an empty house. So now Rusty is getting older, but he ran away just fine when I tried to brush him this morning. So I just hugged him tightly and cried over your loss.
My mom is a crazy dog person. I’ve become one too because I’ve had dogs all my life. I want you to know that while Joseph may not have distinct memories of Einstein, while he may not be able to say “Remember that time he trailed after me like I was leading a parade when I had my walker and my Santa’s Helper hat on?” he will always know the love, comfort and security Einstein gave him and he will retain that all his life, probably growing up to get his own big golden retriever that he loves fiercely and who loves him 100 times more fiercely in return.
He will be waiting for you on the other side of the rainbow bridge…where all beloved animals go. My Rusty and Dustin are there waiting for me. Always in your heart.
Oh, Michelle, this makes me so sad for you! I’ve been reading your blog for many years and always loved your stories and pictures about Einstein! A very special boy. When we put our cat to sleep a couple years ago, our vet said that you know it’s time when being around your pet makes you more sad than happy. You did the best thing for him, and he couldn’t have had a better family.
Michelle, I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your interactions with Einstein with us. I am going to miss seeing him in your Friday blogs, and I am thinking and praying of your family at this time.
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Your words are such a beautiful tribute to him, he seemed like such a wonderful and loving dog. My heart aches for you – thinking of you and your family during this difficult time.
Oh no ? Its been a while I don’t check my emails and when I opened it and saw the title I was hoping that this was not what it meant. Im so sorry for your loss. I obviously never met Einstein but I could certainly tell how special and wonderful he was. I know how difficult it is to lose such a special furry someone, the only thing that maybe makes it better is knowing how loved and happy he was in life thanks to you and your family. Being in rescue I know there are so many animals that never get the chance to live such a wonderful love-filled life like Einstein had.
My heart hurts for you! I love your Friday posts and being able to see Joseph growing and the pictures of your dogs. Einstein’s sweetness was so very obvious. I feel as if I have lost a friend too. I wish I could say something that would help. Only time can do that. I wish you and your family the very best.
sorry for your loss i lost my roddy tai shan 2 years ago to the same thing and it is so hard to take my vets took up a collection and sent it in to the arbor foundation and he has a tree in the national forrest with is name one it in his memory god bless you and yours marlene
I’m crying & smiling at once; so sorry for the loss of such a beautiful creature, who obviously loved all of you so much. Yet smiling at the wonderful memories the great pictures bring to y’all. Thank you for sharing Einstein with us; he will be missed. Take care of yourself. Much love to all.
Tears ar falling on my keyboard….what a wonderful tribute to Einstein.
I lost all 4 of my rescues in the last 18 mons. But my final girl, Emma, just 6 weeks ago, has left a profound silence in my life and house.
Thank you for sharing such a wounderful eulogy. It has filled a void.
Beautiful boy, who obviously had a pretty perfect dog life.
So many of us have lost our best friends – we are never ready to lose them.
Blessings.
A sweet soul….you will definitely see him again.
I was just heartbroken to hear of Einstein’s passing. There are no words, with how happy he looked in all your pictures I just know he felt lucky to have all of you.
Michelle, my heart is so sad… So sorry for your loss of your beautiful Einstein.
What a beautiful tribute to your sweet boy, Einstein. I read your words and look at the pictures and know he had a life that dreams are made of. In June one of our Golden Retrievers, Kellie-Anne, passed into heaven at the age of 14. Our lovies become such a big part of our family and we miss them so. I hope you take comfort in knowing he is rejoicing in God’s presence and you will see him again one day.
I’m so very sorry for your loss! He seemed like such a wonderfully sweet dog.
:-( So so sorry for your loss. He was a good boy. Hugs to all and Duke!
so sorry for your family”s terrible loss…..hoping you will find comfort in the beautiful memories you have….my prayers are with you….
I’m so sorry to hear about this. Dogs are precious.
I am so very sorry for the loss of your incredible Einstein. Tears flow as I read your heartbreaking post; and the bitter knowledge of the intense pain losing your furbaby brings pulls at my heart. Sending you all strength, hugs, and prayers to navigate this grief! Being a dog lover, owner, and having grown to ‘know’ your beautiful boy from following your blog- I feel tremendous sadness and loss. May Einstein be playing with all of our beloved furbabies waiting for us- and may the lovely photos and precious memories you hold dear help to mend your broken hearts. Hugs to you, Joey, your husband, and Duke.
RIP Einstein. I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m happy that he had a wonderful life with a loving family and that he won’t be in pain. Sending extra love to Duke-he will miss his buddy.
I am so sorry for your loss! This was undoubtedly one of the most beautiful tributes to a loved family member that I have read. I know Einstein held a special place in your heart and that you will miss him terribly but I do believe you will be reunited at some point in the far future. I feel so bad for both Duke and Joseph, who will each miss him in their own ways. The pictures of him growing from puppy stage to mature adult are just wonderful. I will pray that his loss gets easier for you this week and as you go into the final weeks of your pregnancy.
Man, I’m sitting here blubbering my eyes out reading this. Thank you for sharing, cause it will help you with your grief by sharing these stories and beautiful pictures. I’m sure Einstein knew how very much he was loved!!
Oh no Michelle! Crying at my desk. A moving tribute to your ‘heart dog’. May you and your family find comfort in memories and know Einstein will always be with you. RIP sweet Einstein.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m praying for your’s and your family’s hurting hearts. It hurts so very much to lose our 4 legged babies. Einstien will be waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge. You love your Einstein and he loves you.
Michelle,
Beautifully written…I hope that it was therapeutic for you writing it. Sooooo many of us out here know exactly what you are going thru…
Hugs <3
My heart is breaking for you Michelle. I am so so sorry for your loss – and just how quickly it all happened. I was hoping I wouldn’t see a post like this for a while after reading what had happened. I know there’s not much I can say but I’m thinking of you!! Dogs really are the absolute best and such incredible members of the family. Emma is totally my child! And will always be my first-born even when we have kids :)
I’m glad Einstein is no longer in pain and I’m sure is having a blast and will be waiting to see you again someday.
My prayers and thoughts go out to you. Losing a pet is as bad as losing part of your family. They are family. He’s running and jumping at the Rainbow Bridge. Will greet you when it is time.
We lost our Scotty in March, he was 13 years old and I still miss him today.
Love, hugs to all.
What an incredibly beautiful tribute to Einstein. I am so sorry for your loss. xoxo
This was such a beautiful tribute to Einstein. My mom and I read your blog every day, and we always look forward to the posts about your dogs and Joseph, along with your incredible recipes. Since you wrote about Einstein’s last episode, we’ve been praying for him and never stopped. Coming from a family of dog owners all our lives, we feel your heartache, and we had to send our condolences and virtual hugs to you and your family. We are so sorry to hear about Einstein, but it was so nice to hear how spoiled he was, and that you all gave him such a beautiful life. We lost our dog, Brutus over 10 years ago, and it’s hard for us to think about him without crying. I wish I could say that you’ll heal from this, but it simply gets easier, but you’ll always have a hole in your heart. Einstein will be watching over your new baby and Joseph just like he always did and you’ll feel him with you every day, just like you have since you got him.
Please know that our prayers and thoughts are with you during this time. We are so sorry for your loss. Rest assured that Brutus is showing him the ropes and taking good care of your precious boy.
Sincerely,
Lisa and Ginny
How heartbreaking. It is so hard to say goodbye to beloved pets. I am so sorry. ?
Michelle – I am so very sorry to hear about sweet Einstein. They certainly do become like a member of the family. I too got a dog as a single girl. She’s been with me through adding a husband, a little girl, and getting ready for another baby. I can’t imagine life without her and know that you have so many special memories with Einstein over the years. I’ve always loved reading about your sweet dogs. Praying for you during this very difficult time. Focus on all your wonderful and happy memories with him!
I am so very sorry to read this about your beloved boy. Einstein has been on my mind so much lately and this just breaks my heart. I have a sweet Golden girl and know how much you loved your boy. I’m glad you had each other and only wish it could have been much longer. Love the pictures of your sweet boy. Thinking of you and your family.
“Goodbye makes my throat hurt’ -Charlie Brown.
This seemed a fitting quote from someone who also loved his dog. This tribute was heartfelt and captured the absolute love you and Einstein shared. Flashbacks of memories may bring tears today, but I pray with time those memories mellow and bring you you and happiness one day.
I am heartbroken for you. I have tears streaming down my face as I write this because Einstein was obviously a very special and loved dog. MY thoughts and prayers are with you.
Dear Michelle & Family: I am so terribly sorry for this enormous loss. I know there are now words to ease your grief and pain. Anyone who has ever loved and lost a beloved pet knows what you are going thru. All I can say is that you are not alone and we are all praying for you and share your grief and sense of loss. How fortunate you all were to have found each other. When I put my 16 year old cat Boo to sleep last month, just 2 months after my mother passed away, I was (and still am) overcome with grief. Then my vet told me how lucky Boo was to pass peacefully in my arms, surrounded by his loving family, just as he lived. This somehow helped to know that I did the best I could under the circumstances. I hope that I am as fortunate to be surrounded by all those who love me when my time comes.
Thinking of you all.
What a beautiful and very moving tribute you have written for your lovely boy Michelle. It is such a hard decision to have to make but we can only do the very best for our dogs. My thoughts are with you all.
I am sooo very sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is to say goodbye. I am sure he knew how much he was loved!!!
Michelle, I am so sorry for you and your families loss. Oh how I will miss reading about Einstein and seeing him in your Friday Things pictures. I know Einstein is playing tug of war as I type on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge.
I am crying as I read this, because I know just how much a dog can mean to an individual or a family. We love ours like children — and we have children and grandchildren too. So sorry you have had to go through this — especially during your pregnancy. Sending hugs and saying prayers for you and yours. Blessings.
What a wonderful tribute to a a beautiful pup. Our dogs are more than just dogs-they are family and that’s why it hurts so much when they are no longer with us. The first couple of weeks are tough, but just know it does get better. You’ll never stop missing Einstein, but soon you will be able to look back on all of the wonderful memories and your heart will smile. Thank you for sharing Einstein with us, he will definitely be missed
I am so saddened to hear about Einstein. Your story is beautiful but heartbreaking. Will continue to keep you (and Duke, too, of course) in my prayers.
I’m very sorry for your loss.
My deepest heartfelt sorrow….. Michelle, thank you for sharing Einstein with us. What a beautiful tribute to this dear soul. I too, as others cried through the reading of your post and couldn’t help but feel the love that he had given to all in this world. Love to you and your family.
Michelle: I had so hoped that you would have much more time with Einstein. Your post just broke my heart. I know you will miss him so much, but I am glad that he didn’t suffer for long. You took great care of him and loved him so well and you are right, he will be waiting for you just over the horizon one of these days and in the meantime, he’ll be watching over you from just over that rainbow bridge. I am so sorry for your loss.
At least 10 years ago we had to put our Bichon down due to a stroke. It was the 3rd one that he had and it was time. We had our dog when we first got married and did not have children for 8 years so he was like our child. As bad as we felt when he died the same week there was a letter in Ann Landers that was written from a dog’s perspective on how humane it was to let them go. I carried that with me for many years hoping it had been the right thing to do. I knew it was in “my head’ but “my heart still broke” My heart goes out to you and your family.
So terribly sorry for you. I’ve never owned a pet but this post made me appreciate the bond that you obviously had with Einstein. I can only imagine how you are feeling, let alone dealing with this with all of those pregnancy hormones raging! Bless his little heart, he’s in a better place now. xo
Oh goodness, this has made me all kinds of teary. What a lucky dog to be loved so much. I so enjoyed hearing about him through your blog the last 5 years that I’ve been a reader. I can tell he was special. My thoughts and prayers are with you all during this very hard time.
I’m so sorry for your loss of your golden Einstein! I was praying that he would be with you longer! I know it must have been one of the worst days of your life! I had to put my golden Libby down back in 2008. She had cancer in the leg! It got cured then it came back again alot worse when a dog bit her in the neck and leg! This lady came back crying to me when she walked my dog without permission first! I couldn’t make her suffer walking with only 3 legs. I pray that your heart will stop hurting so much and mend sooner! Hugs and prayers to you and your family!
I’ve no words. He’ll always be a part of your family. My heart aches for your loss. He will be waiting for you.
My heart breaks for you. Our fur kids leave a giant hole in our hearts when they have to go, and there’s no replacing a special dog. You’ll see him again on the other side, that’s for sure. And for now, may the love of that beautiful boy continue to light your path. Lots of warm hugs, heartfelt prayers, and big love from Southern California.
I can’t explain how much my heart aches for you! I’m so so very sorry about Einstein, he sounded like an amazing, loving dog. I lost my dog a few years ago, we were very very close as well and I still miss her loads. Now you have a furry guardian angel taking care of you all from above <3 I know nothing I can say will make the pain better, but I figured I would say something. Take care and stay strong!
Thinking of you all. I know it hurts because I had to let my little girl cat Lydia ‘go’ the end of April—she was my girl for 15 years. Very hard even when you know they are in a better place. Thank you for sharing him, and all his sweet pictures on your blog.
RIP darling Einstein. I am so sorry for your loss. I can only say that I understand. I hope you are comforted by the love of your friends and family and keep your sweet memories close to your heart.
I burst into tears when I saw the email title and sat here and cried like Einstein had been my dog. Your pictorial tribute was just beautiful …my absolute favorite is the pic of you and him together both smiling. He loved you back you know. Sorry for your loss ….sending you big hugs ☺️
Thanks for celebrating his life.
I’m so sorry for your loss. It is so clear that Einstein was loved beyond measure and was given such a wonderful life, he was as lucky to have had you as you were to have him. Rest in peace sweet Pup and may the other side of the bridge be filled with sunshine, tennis balls, and homemade peanut butter treats.
Thank you for sharing this beautiful post…written with such pure and unconditional love, it was heartbreaking to read. I’m so sorry for this incredible loss but happy that you were able to know such love for him.
Rest easy sweet sweet boy!
What a sweet boy. And what a great tribute to him.
Rest in peace, sweet Einstein
I am so sorry for your loss. I immediately worried about Einstein when I missed a weekend post from you. You created a wonderful home and family for him. Know that you did all you could to keep him comfortable. May he rest in peace!
I am so sorry for your loss. I have loss beloved cats, so I understand. The companionship of our pets is priceless, so are the memories. I pray that they will bring you comfort. Thank you for sharing Einstein with us, I always looked forward to pictures of him, Duke and of course, Joseph!
What a beautiful tribute to a wonderful dog. Einstein will be missed by all of us, and I am so sorry for your loss. When I put Smudge down, he was so sick, they did his paw print for us and baked it with the date and his name. I hope aside from these wonderful pictures, you have a special keepsake of Einstein. Much love to and your family.
Saying goodbye to a member of the family, even the furry type, is the hardest thing in the world to do. I have loved following your blog and while the food is great, I always enjoy reading about Einstein and Duke. I really love the pictures of them with your son. Thank you for sharing Einstein with us. All dogs go to Heaven. <3
I’m in tears readin this. I think all of your followers share your grief over Einstein. Through the words and photos in your posts we all have gotten to know and love your whole family – including the furry members – and developed a virtual connection. We’ve shared your happy news and now we share your sorrow. This particular post is a perfect tribute to him and his spirit. You have honored him well. May Einstein rest peacefully and may you be comforted by the love and kindness sent to you by your followers.
Michelle,
I’m so very sorry that your sweet Einstein is gone. My heart breaks for you and your family. ((hugs))
Denise Zwit
There are tears streaming down my face right now after reading your post. I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my beloved cat a few months ago and still cry every time I think about him. I pray God’s comfort for you.
Thank you for sharing Einstein with us, what an incredible dog! It is so very difficult when a pet dies – unconditional love is an incredible thing. I enjoyed reading about your journey with Einstein (with my labrador at my feet) and it reminded me to celebrate every moment I get to spend with my pets. Even the daily vacuuming of fur. :-) Sending you peace and hugs.
Michelle,
I too knew this weekend, and when I opened my browser saw the beautiful Einstein I couldn’t control the flow of tears. I am so sorry. I’ve followed you almost from the beginning and like all the thousands of others, love all the sharing you have done of your wonderful family. We all truly feel conected to you. Over the years I’ve shared stories and pictures from your blog with customers of mine. And in the last few weeks I’ve told people about your lovely Einstein and his health issues, I say my friend that I’ve never met. So many of my customers have said prayers for you all, and will continue to do so in the future. Your tribute is so beautiful and heart wrenching. As you can see from all the outpouring of prayers, you touch many lives and we are all so grateful to have known Einy. God bless you all and take care of all those lovely babies in your life and let them take care of you too. Einstein will be looking over you all, and waiting for you….continued prayers from Glenside, PA
So sorry about Einstein. What beautiful memories he has made with you his family and all of us, his fans. Now he is romping through a beautiful meadow and watching over his family until he is joined by those who loved him. I miss him.
It is amazing how much I cared about this dog I never met. I have been reading your blog for a long long time. He was a special one and my heart goes out to your family.
It is so easy to see how loved Einstein was. I am certain he knew and felt your love too. The decision is never easy. I am SO sorry. Thank you for letting us share in his tribute and sharing his pictures.
My eyes are swelling with tears as I read this incredibly touching tribute to your sweet boy Einstein. Thank you for sharing all the photos. I’m so sorry for your loss Michelle and will continue to pray that you and your family find comfort in the memories of your perfect Einstein. <3
My heart goes out to you and your family hearing of Einstein’s difficulties and your decision to let him go to the Rainbow Bridge. It is such a painful thing to do, and the guilt you feel over your beloved pet is awful. I had to make similar decisions over my dog Kahlua and though it has been 6 years now, I miss him terribly. It is such a gift they bring to our lives and perhaps your fond memories and Duke can comfort you all and ease your pain. Einstein will be waiting at that Rainbow Bridge, pain-free and frolicking, ready to join you once again in the journey of love & friendship. I’m so sorry (tearing badly), and send heartfelt prayers to be with you all in this difficult time. Hugs to you!
This is so sad! Einstein sounds amazing! So sweet and thoughtful. He looks adorable as a puppy too! I’m so sorry for your loss! I hope you find comfort in the coming days/years.
What a deeply emotional, moving tribute to your precious baby. I do believe Joseph will remember him well.
My deepest condolences for your family’s loss.
Michelle,
I’m so sorry. As a mom to fur babies as well, I know how difficult this time is. Your tribute to Einstien was beautiful a testament to your love for each other. Hoping you and your family find comfort in the wonderful memories you have of Einstien.
I am so sorry for your loss, your tribute was beautiful and it brought me to tears.
I hope the wonderful memories bring you comfort.
Michelle,
I am so sorry for your loss. By all the pictures you can tell he was well loved! Hugs for you, and your family.
Jessi
So very sorry – reading this poem “Missing You” has always made me feel a bit better.
I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, You found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away …a tear,
“It’s me, I haven’t left you, I’m well, I’m fine, I’m here.”
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me.
I was with you at the shops today, Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today, You tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I’m not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said ” it’s me.”
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It’s possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, “I never went away.”
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew…
In the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over… I smile and watch you yawning
and say “good-night, God bless, I’ll see you in the morning.”
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I’ll rush across to greet you and we’ll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out…then come home to be with me.
Author ~ Missing You poem By Colleen Fitzsimmons/
Thank you so much for sharing this poem with me – it’s beautiful.
Dear Michelle, how difficult it is when we lose such a big part of a family. I don’t know if this has already been submitted, it’s too difficult to read all the comments you’ve received, I can’t see through the tears. I wanted you to read this, it’s what I had received when my sweet dog Brutus passed. We had him cremated and they gave us his urn, paw prints and this:
Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….
Author unknown…
You are in my thoughts Michelle – big hugs to you!
I am deeply sorry for your loss. I have read your blog for several years and have immensely enjoyed “getting to know” Einstein. I can tell he was loved well and he will be missed. My heart breaks for you and your family.
Everything happens for a reason. We may not understand but the good Lord knows. May you find the comfort you need as the days pass.
I’m so sorry for you and your whole family. Einstein was such a sweet boy–in 5 years of reading your blog, I always looked forward to the pup pics. Rest easy, Einstein.
My heart is breaking for you and your family. I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Einstein. He sounds like he was an amazing companion. Your tribute to him is beautifully written and very touching.
I am so sorry.
He is a special dog. Love and hugs to you today!
My heart breaks for you. I’ve been following your blog for a few years and loved your pup updates – so much so that it was one of the reasons I went and adopted my own puppy once I started living on my own. I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling, but I know one day I will have to go through it so thank you for sharing this. Einstein was one hell of a pup :)
I’m so sorry for your loss. This was a wonderful tribute. It’s clear that you loved each other very much. What a sweet, intuitive boy. And so great that your husband loved the ‘package deal’.
Beautifully done. ?
Sending you hugs from sunny South Africa. So sorry to hear of Einstein’s passing, he will be dearly missed. I enjoyed reading about what he was getting up to in the weekly wrap, and looked forward to the photos of him and Duke in each of your posts. Thanks for sharing the photos of him and may he rest peacefully in doggie heaven.
I am so very sorry for your loss. When I didn’t see your post on Saturday, I felt awful inside and just started praying for you, your family, and, of course, your dogs. I definitely know how a dog can be a family member, a protector, a guardian, an unconditional lover. You will be reunited again; believe that! I loved all of your photos but particularly the one at the end at the top of the stairs. I cannot even imagine how you could write this post through all of your tears. Thank you for sharing everything. I have told so many friends who bake of your blog, and it’s the first recipe we each look at each morning to discuss. Prayers are with you!
This post brought tears to my eyes this morning. We lost our sweet Grizzley over two years ago and I still miss him dearly every day. Even though our lives our so full with two amazing rescues who are about 2.5 years old and an amazing baby boy on the way – due in December – I still miss my Grizzley. He was our first baby, when we were innocent college grads and then newly weds. We lost him quite suddenly too – he had shown signs of slowing down but quickly got very sick after a surgery, only to get better again, sick again, better again and finally it was time to make one of the hardest decisions we ever had to make. I held him during the entire process and went home that day to our 6 week old puppy (now 2.5 year old). But just reading your post – what I could get through – I am grieving as if it was yesterday. No words will make this any easier but I just wanted you to know you are in our prayers and thoughts. 6 months after Grizzley died I got my first ever tattoo – never was much of a tattoo person – but I had this really strong feeling like I needed to commemorate him in a special way. Just a small paw print with a heart on my heel – so he will always walk with me. Blessings to Einstein as he crossed over the rainbow bridge and I hope he runs with Grizzley and all of the other good dogs in Heaven. XO
I am so sorry about Einstein. I look forward to seeing the boys with every post you make. I will miss seeing him.
I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face, knowing how much pain you are going through. I lost my special guy earlier this year. Sometimes we are lucky enough to be blessed with a pet who is so much more than a pet. They rip out a piece of our heart and take it with them when we go. HUGS!
When you think your dog has died, it has just fallen asleep in your heart. And by the way, it is wagging its tail madly, you see, and that’s why your chest hurts so much and you cry all the time. Who would not cry with a happy dog wagging its tail in their chest? Ouch! Wap wap wap wap wap, that hurts. But they only wag when they wake up. That’s when they say: “Thanks for a warm place to sleep and always next to your heart, the best place.”
The above is an excerpt from a post I read.
Michelle, your tribute to Einstein was beautiful and moving. He was so loved!! Nothing beats that, nothing. I could hardly read it because I was blinded with tears. My condolences to you, your husband, Joseph, Duke and the rest of your family who are grieving. My heart is heavy for all of you. God bless!
What an amazing baby boy you have always had-Einstein will always be in your heart. Tomorrow is 4 years since we lost my baby girl, Angel. Miss her all the time. We made an “Angel” scrapbook after she passed and just love looking at it. She passed after her first seizure-never really got a diagnosis. Remember the good times and give Duke an extra treat for me
Tears for Einstein and your family.
But wow, you gave that dog an incredible life. :)
I cried as I read your post. I too lost a Golden to cancer a very short time after his diagnosis. Our pets are a part of the fabric of our lives and we are not given enough time with them. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your beautiful family during this difficult time.
So sorry for your loss. I can feel the pain in your words. This post almost brought me to tears! Praying for comfort for you and your family.
I am so sorry for you, Michelle. He was a great dog and loosing a pet is a terrible thing to go through. There are actual tears rolling down my face. My condolences.
I want to say how sorry I am for your loss. I know how it feels to lose something so special. Last year we lost our lab Daisy, and we miss her so much. She got sick so quickly from cancer, had the surgery. Thought all was going well, then her health declined, her heart couldn’t take it & we had to put her down. I miss her everyday, but it does get easier. My thoughts and prayers to you and your family. And yes you will see that beautiful boy someday as I will see my girl. Something to dream about & look forward to.
Thank you for posting about your journey with Einstein. Our pets rely on us to make these agonizing decisions for them, it is our responsibility. Know that you made the right one. They give us so much in return and your post spoke of so many of those things in such a beautiful way. Thank you.
Sorry for your loss… this got tears to my eyes. I honestly feel like Goldens are one of the most amazing and loving dogs out there and i am sure that he felt loved while he was part of your life and he will keep watching on you from dog heaven. RIP Einstein!
I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a dog is so hard. I know how you feel. I lost my sweet baby Haley almost three years ago. I think it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. Reading your post made me tear up so much. I know there is nothing anyone can say to make it better. All I can say is that the pain does get a little better. When I first lost Haley I never thought I could think of her or look at pictures of her without crying. Now I can think of her with happiness and not sadness. I’m thinking of you sweet girl. <3
I’m so very sorry, Michelle. I so feel your pain… my heart is just breaking for you. Please know you, your husband, Joseph, and Duke are all in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing your life with us and thank-you for such a beautiful tribute to Einstein.
Michelle, I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein and am in a puddle of tears for you and your family. We lost our dog Dukes suddenly just 3 months ago and I too still think if we missed something or didn’t do all we could. Dogs DO have souls and are watching us and with us everyday. You’ll feel Einstein’s presence and eventually the tears will turn to smiles as you remember what a great companion he was, a best friend. Again, I’m sorry for your loss and praying that the good times you had with him will heal your heart as best they can without him here.
No doubt about his precious angel spirit. He will be watching over all of you from a sweet place but will miss all of you too. No doubt you will feel him when your new one arrives because they have now met already. There is a RAINBOW BRIDGE dearest ones. We never really part in spirit. We are all eternal consciousness and love. TOGETHER FOREVER. Tears of love and sadness flow now….later tears of reunited joy. Peace dear hearts. He is with you always. HUGS!
I’m so sorry. He was part of your family, and I wish I could say the right thing to help you through your mourning. Hug Duke for me.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Einstein was a beautiful dog and a wonderful member of your family.
What a beautiful tribute. I am sorry to hear of your loss but pray the sweet memories of Einstein will bring you comfort.
I am so very sorry and sad for you. I loved reading about and seeing pictures of Einstein. He was truly a special dog.
I went through the same thing with my first golden. It was heartbreaking and devastating. As I read your posts I could feel your pain.
He may be gone physically but your love and memories will live on forever.
Rest In Peace, sweet boy. ?❤️?
Michelle,
I am so very, very sorry for your loss. I know how wonderful Golden Retrievers are as a breed and Einstein seems to have been an exemplary example of the breed. Einstein was your heart dog. We who love dogs, love all dogs but some dogs that we love are just special- I call them heart dogs. He will always live in your heart and like you I am sure he will be waiting for you in heaven- if he does not come back to you sooner. Hugs to you and your husband and to your son. Blessings on you all n your time of loss and grief.
Navar
Dear Family = after years of animal humane work the bond you had with your dear Einstein warms my heart. And the fact he shared that bond with the great loves of your life = PRICELESS ! BLESS YOU !
I was so moved by your post. What a sweet, wonderful companion. Thank you for allowing us to share in your heart ache. Einstein brightened my day and I will miss him.
So so sorry. Hugs from Nebraska.??
What a beatiful tribute for such a great best friend! I am so sorry as loosing a family member is not easy and in such a way. We lost 3 dogs in one year (due to medical reasons) and we thought we never would recoup from that one as it was really hard. We still miss them all, and are still part of our lives. Prayers to you! .
So so sorry for your loss of Einstein.I know you gave him the best life ever.Our animals give us so much!My heart aches for you❤️
Wow that just sucks. R.I.P. Einstein.
I need to get some kleenex. :’^(
Words can not express how deeply sorry I am for your lost, Michelle!
Tears were flowing as I read your post and your tribute to your beloved
Einstein. He knew how much he was loved and will always be “watching” over you. My prayers are with you as you go through this difficult time. Saying a prayer for Duke, also… Rest in peace dear Einstein.
So beautifully written it brought me to tears! I’ve been a reader for years and feel like I knew Einstein! One of my favorite things was how even after Joseph was born, you still highlighted Einstein (and Duke) every Friday in your posts. Those pictures and anecdotes made my day! Please know that even though many of us never met him, he’ll be greatly missed by people across the world who only know him through your blog, pictures and the beautiful stories you’ve shared. Best wishes to you all and I’m so sorry for your loss!
I am so very sorry for your loss. Sending prayers for you and your family.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m a pet parent, myself, and my heart is so heavy for you and your family.
I am sharing your tears about Einstein. I am so sorry. He was such a wonderful and special dog. We lost our beloved wire fox terrier, Clarence, right around this time, September, in 2009. We still miss him every day, but like you and Einstein, we know we will see him again. Thank you for taking the time to share him with us over the years and writing this lovely tribute to him.
My heart aches for the loss your family has had. Duke will be very lonesome as well. Thank You for the wonderful tribute to Einstein and the beautiful photos.
Praying for your family.
I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein. I’ve been thinking about him all weekend after seeing your instagram post. I was just telling my boyfriend how even though I never met him or you, my heart broke for you and your family. He will be truly missed.
I’m so terribly sorry for your loss. I’ve enjoyed reading about Einstein over the years. I will not forget him.
I am so sorry for your loss. I understand the emptyness having been through this . Cherish all the good memories and know that he will continue to watch over you.
Such a beautiful tribute to a beautiful buddy. You were so lucky to have one another. God bless you and your family. Kiss Duke for me, I’m sure he misses his buddy too.
Dearest Michelle,
My heart aches with yours. Dogs are family, and the loss is so painful. You and Einstein enjoyed such a close relationship, and he accepted later additions to your family with grace and love. We’re a chocolate Lab family, and when we our Hershey developed a mass in her stomach and we had to put her down a few years ago, we were devastated. Altho dogs typically love all members of the family, they (at least the Labs we’ve had) seem to gravitate more to one individual. In Hershey’s case, it was my husband. We now have five year old Mocha who is indeed “my” girl. She is my shadow, by my side always licking and loving me. She’s my constant companion and brings me her ball as a hint to play “Chuck-it” at least five times daily. I hate the thought of losing her some day. You have such wonderful memories of Einstein which you will treasure always. I recently read that stars are put in the sky so our loved ones can peak out and look down on us. Einstein is looking down on all of you.
Linda
P.S. How is Duke doing?
Linda, I’m sorry for the loss of your sweet Hershey. Duke seems sad, definitely a very subdued version of his usually crazy, nutty self. We’re giving him lots of extra love and attention.
I am so very very sorry for your loss – we’ve had several golden’s over the years and they are wonderful dogs! I know you just lost a beloved member of the family.
I am so sorry to hear this. I lost my dog one year ago Friday and it is still hard for me. She went through three deployments with me and too many moves to count. You gave Einstein such a warm and loving home, evident, in turn, by his love and service to others!
I am so sorry for your loss. It has been such a joy to follow Einstein’s journey from only child to the best furry big brother any little boy could have. I want to thank you for sharing him with us. Einstein was a blessing, and it is so clear from your beautiful tribute just how much love he brought into your life. I am sending prayers your way during this difficult time and I truly believe that you will see him again.
Oh my dear! I am so very, very sorry! What a beautiful boy! My prayers for all of you. RIP, angel baby!
??? My heart goes out to you and your family as I had to make the heart wrenching decision to put my little guy Bailey down. He was sick at 3 years old, had 2 seizures in front of me and the vets at the animal clinic in a teaching university were urging me to put him down. I was distraught hearing this news. He was my first dog, so young, my soulmate who I loved so much that I couldn’t do it. The doctor somehow after 2 blood transfusions and a week of hospital stay filled with trial and error medications to stabilize him made him well enough to come home. I nursed him for 10 years until he was too sick, in pain from arthritis he later developed that made him unable to walk. We could see that he finally had enough and at that point had no other choice but to put him down. That day was a day so full of pain and grief that I will forever carry it in my heart forever. He was my best friend and your Einstein reminds me of Bailey, both calm loving and so devoted and trusting. Your beautiful Einstein has now gone over The Rainbow Bridge where he has no more pain and is not suffering. We have to believe that our best friends are happy and are ar peace. Just like your picture of Einstein waiting at the top of the stairs, that is what both Einstein and Bailey will be doing, their little heads on the other side of The Rainbow Bridge waiting for our wonderful reunion with them one day. RIP sweet Einstein. May your memories of Einstein be forever in your heart. ❤??
I’m so sorry to read about Einstein.
Dogs/pets are truly a part of our lives, our family. They do sense our feelings, emotions and want to be there for us.
Thank you for sharing your story. I will be thinking/praying for your family.
Blessings to you all.
So sorry to hear about your sweet pet! We did that just about a month ago! Hard to do for sure…hugs your way!!!
I am a puddle of tears reading this. I was worried when you didn’t post your normal post on Saturday that something was wrong — I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. The photos of your beautiful pups on your blog have always brought a smile to my face and I feel like I knew them through your words. What you and your husband had to do is probably (in my mind at least) one of the worst things a human has to do. We lost our two labs last year and it was horrendous. Our Saint Bernard, Norman, whom we bought as a companion for the labs, was a great comfort to us in our mourning. The number of tears that were shed in his soft, comforting fur…
In time, the raw, gut wrenching pain will subside and you will be able to remember the good and happy memories you have of your beautiful boy Einstein. I will keep your family (and Duke of course!) in my prayers and know that your incredible love shone through for Einstein and he was one lucky pup to have such a kind and loving family. Rest in peace, Einstein…
So sorry to read this. They do indeed have souls. And his sweetness will live with you forever. They are the best friends we could ever have.
I’m so sad for you. I’ve loved watching him grow and become a big brother to duke and then to Joseph. It happened too fast. My condolences.
If reincarnation were a thing, I’d want to come back as one of your dogs! :) Love is the greatest gift in the world, and Einstein knew true wealth because of you. I’ve always delighted in your sharing of stories about your dogs and son (soon to be plural). You share generously and your family, pets, and friends are greatly blessed because of it. May you quickly recover from grief and find only joy when you remember Einstein. Hugs to you…
Thank you for sharing. I’ve so enjoyed all your posts and pictures of Einstein and Duke. I’m thinking of you and your family at this sad time and hoping that you’ll remember all the good times and cherish the pictures of Einstein you have.
I have tears in my eyes over all the lovely words and pictures of your sweet puppy – I am so sorry. What a lovely remembrance. Big hug!
What a beautiful remembrance of Einstein. Ever since I started to follow your posts he has been as important as your recipes. Peace to Einstein and your family.
Oh, Michelle…words cannot express how very sorry I am. Honestly, I dreaded clicking on your site this morning as I had a strong feeling, when you didn’t post on Saturday, that your beautiful curly haired boy had passed. When I saw his handsome face appear, my heart bust with sadness and I just wept as I read your beautiful tribute. My heart aches for you and your husband and especially for Joseph and Duke. Adults can understand the void but not babies and dog brothers. My guess is that you are right about Duke sensing Einstein was ill. A few years ago, one of my cats, Razzle was being managed for kidney disease but about 6 weeks before I noticed changes, the other cat , Ivy, started to shadow him…always placing herself within a few feet. They had never been cats to be cozy or physically close so I found it odd. Only as Razzle started to decline did I realize what was happening. Ivy was comforting him,caring for him in her own way.
Please remember to take comfort in the fact that Einstein was so genuinely loved and that you gave him the best possible life any dog could ever hope for. He will always be a furry angel for you and your family until you join him to once again play. Rest well , Sweet Boy, rest well.
My heart is broken….so sorry for your pain and loss. What an amazing lovely dog Einstein was, a blessing.
Michelle, thank you for sharing your story with us! You are so lucky to have had such a beautiful companion! The pain of losing him is very real and very deep. I have a story much like yours — I said similar words to my husband when I met him….”I don’t have kids, but I have a 75lb yellow lab…” My condolences and prayer for comfort and peace to you and your family.
I am so, so sorry. This post has me crying at my desk because it’s so obvious what a sweet loving pup Einstein was and just how much you loved him and will miss him. I have a year old labradoodle and sometimes I cry thinking about how I’ll have to go through this some day and how it’s just not fair. I will never understand people who don’t “get” dogs and don’t realize how special they are. That last photo reminds me of my pup so much. I know these memories will be with you forever and I hope they keep you warm <3
Sorry for your loss of precious Einstien. My heart breaks for your family. We lost our Prissy (Maltese) last month it is very hard, but blessed that we got to be her family. Thanks for sharing the pictures you can just see all the love in his face he has for you all. Keeping you in our prayers and thoughts.
What a beautiful and heart-felt tribute to Einstein. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and I will miss seeing him on your blog. Please give Duke a squeeze for me.
I am so sorry It is so hard to lose a pet. I am a puddle of tears now as I am supposed to be getting ready for work. I hate that we lose our furbabies, its not fair that we get so little time with them. He had an amazing life!
My heart breaks for you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss. It’s been almost 3 years since we said goodbye to our Diego and though it does get easier, it still hurts and I still cry. I hope Diego and Einstein are playing tug of war together. Many hugs…
Beautiful photos of such a sweet puppy. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and your family <3
I’m so sorry for your loss. I feel your pain acutely as I just lost my sweet dog Friday as well. I often, only half jokingly, called him my “spirit animal” and sense that Einstein was this for you as well. I hope these two sweet boys are together somewhere resting in the sun.
My heart aches for you, Michelle. He was clearly an especially special guy. Thank you so much for sharing him with us. He brightened many a Friday morning for me as I read your blog. He will be missed.
Your family is in my prayers during this difficult time. It’s never easy to say good bye to a family member, especially the furry kind.
So sorry for your loss. I lost my pug Lucy, 3 yeas ago. She was my first dog ever and I got her shortly after 911 when New York was mourning as a city. My only consolation as that I knew she had a good life with me. Take comfort in that❤️
What an amazing dog! You are so lucky you two found each other! I’m so so sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing him with us, it was always a real treat to read about him and Duke. My thoughts are with you and your family…
With our deepest sympathy on the passing of your sweet Einstein. Take care of each other right now, and know that the wonderful memory of this beautiful dog will always be with you , as well as all of us , your faithful blog readers. Prayers and love to you and yours.
From one crazy dog lady to another, I am so sorry for your loss. I had a golden retriever growing up (Belle) and she was the world’s BEST dog. Let 3 young kids, plus eventually a cat, pull and prod and play with her and lived for food too. She was beyond blind at the end, but still guarded us all. Virtual hugs for the hard days ahead. You gave him such a wonderful, loving life — the best any dog could ask for.
Such a lovely eulogy for your best friend! Very moving…had me in tears.
Thank you for sharing.
RIP big guy!
Thank you for sharing this beautiful guy with us all these years. I’m so sorry for your heartbreaking loss. He was a very special dog. My heart goes out to you and your family.
What an amazing tribute to an amazing friend. I’m literally crying in my oatmeal because I feel like I knew him. You’re all so lucky that you shared his life, and I’ve loved each and every picture you’ve posted. I hope going through his pictures gave you a bit of comfort, and I pray that things get easier with time. However, I know there will always be a hole in your heart that no other dog will fill. Heartfelt sympathy and hugs to you.
I am so very sorry for your loss. You gave him a wonderful life and he will now be at peace. They just don’t live long enough… I’m glad you have so many lovely photos and memories to comfort you. Thinking of you and your family at this difficult time.
Michelle and family, my heart is breaking for you. I have followed your blog for years and enjoyed all the Einstein pictures what a sweet boy. Our Mattie is12 now and I know that day is coming for us too. May that sweet boy rest in peace. Our prayers go out to you.
I am so very sorry for your loss. And it is a great loss. Grieve for what you have lost, but also try to remember that you gave Einstein a rich, loving and caring life. The only downside of having a wonderful dog like Einstein in your life is the saying goodbye. He knew he was loved, and he gave that love back 100 fold. You will miss him tremendously, but you will always carry a little piece of him in your heart – great dogs do that – they may be gone, but they never leave you.
The tears are falling for you. I am so sad. Thank you for sharing the pictures of him, they’re gorgeous. He had great humans taking care of him. You were all so lucky to have each other.
What a perfect tribute! You couldn’t have said it any better. I, too, had a Golden and quickly found out what a fantastically special breed they are. I will never have a better companion than my Golden – just like Einstein — always knowing something before we did. Thank you for sharing your Einstein with us! We will remember him always!
What a beautiful tribute to Einstein! My thoughts & prayers are with you.
I am so sorry! What a wonderful dog. Goldens are the best. I’ll pray for you. It’s so hard.
I’m crying reading your post about Einy. I know all too well how heart breaking it is when a pet dies. They’re part of the family. Einstein was a beautiful, smart dog, and had a loving family.
He’ll always be in your heart and memories.
I’m so sorry -thank you for posting the beautiful tribute-he sounded like an amazing pet and family member ! Big hugs!
So sorry to hear about Einstein. Loved hearing the stories about him. My condolences to you and your family.
I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein! Loosing a pet is so hard. Condolences to you and your family.
I’m so sorry for your loss, Michelle. This post is a beautiful tribute to a deeply loved friend, and I’m sure Einstein – once again whole, healthy, and vibrant – is smiling down in thanks for his happy time here with you.
I couldn’t help but notice in the second to last picture that the silhouette of Einstein’s left eye is heart-shaped. I hope you’ll take that as sweet confirmation that his spirit lives on, and that our connection to those we love is eternal. Wishing you comfort in this time of sweet sorrow *
I saw your post and had to go back and look. You have a great eye, and what a beautiful gift to see that! I hope it does give you comfort, Michelle!
I am so sorry you lost your buddy way too soon. I was hoping you would have a few more months with him. One day you will be reunited with him again. Until then know that he had an awesome life with you and was so, so loved. Cherish your memories. He will always be in your heart and is watching over you and your family. My prayers are with you.
I’m so sorry about Einstein. These dogs are so wonderful. Our golden also got a quick growing cancer and had to be put to sleep in a few days. It is heart breaking.
I am truly sorry for your loss. You gave him such a wonderful life & he was sooooooo loved. I have no doubt he will continue to watch over Joseph & the new baby as well :)
When I saw the subject line of my email, my heart sank & I opened the email with tears forming. The outpouring of love in your post was the most beautiful eulogy for Einstein! I feel blessed to have only known him through your words, what an incredible dog! My thoughts and prayers are continuing for all of you through this difficult time.
Sitting at work reading this and just bawling! I am so very sorry for your loss. Einstein was such a sweet handsome boy. I know you will all miss him dearly but he will always be in your heart – always close by. xo
Oh, Michelle, this is the post I knew would be coming, but dreaded am SO sad to see. I am so full of sorrow and grief right along with you for your precious Einstein. I have shared my story with you from less than 2 years ago, so you know this is as fresh for me as ever. Please know I’m thinking of you all and praying. Thank you for sharing Einstein over all these years. He definitely was one in a thousand. He loved his people as much you loved him, and it’s so clear that he had a wonderful life. I am so sorry that you have to go through this . . . it is difficult and sad to lose him. Much love & many hugs to you. XO
So sorry for your loss of your Einstein. You wrote a most loving tribute. My dog Bandit had brain cancer too and he went very quickly as well. It helped me to know I gave Bandit a good and loving home after rescuing from the ASPCA but I sure did miss the click clack of his claws on the kitchen floor.
I’m so sorry of your loss. I was thoroughly touched reading your loving tribute to Einstein. He was amazing pet and companion. Hugs to all of you!
I am so very sorry to read this, and my heart breaks for you. I am crying along with many of your other followers… You have such wonderful pictures and treasured memories of your time with Einstein. Thank you for sharing your journey and hugs to you and your family at this very difficult time.
Golden retrievers are a special breed. I have loved all my dogs and each was very special. But there was none like our Schmoe. They are very intuitive. And would rather be with people than other dogs. I still have a hunk of her fur on the door jamb where she rubbed each day going in and out to the yard. I won’t let may husband remove it. I left her nose prints on the front door for a year after she died. I couldn’t bear to remove them. I didn’t want to wash her away. I know how special he was to you and your family. Hug Duke I know he will miss his best bud a lot. His paw print will forever be on your heart.
Add my name to the list of broken hearts as I read what I too had hoped NOT to read for a while longer!! Such sweet memories and as a pet lover and owner myself let those memories comfort you as we look for the day when all of us will be re-united with our beloveds!!
I am crying too, as we lost a dear dog, Sandy, after a few years of serious medical issues. We tried to fix her, but it got to the point that she couldn’t stay with us anymore. I still miss her everyday, but know that she is no longer feeling bad. It was wonderful to see how much you loved him and that you shared so much with him. You will remember him forever.
I am so sorry to hear of Einstein’s passing. My heart is just breaking. God bless you and
your family.
My deepest sympathy.
What a beautiful tribute to your wonderful Einstein! My heart and tears go out to you. As a mom to a an eight year old golden boy, Sammy and my golden girl Sadie who passed away 8 years ago, your words so resonated with me. I love dogs, but Goldens have a special place in my heart. They are truly special companions and losing them is heart wrenching. Even tho they are no longer with us, they are forever in our hearts. Praying for you all.
Dear Michelle & Family,
My heart goes out to you. Thank you for sharing his beautiful life. My thoughts and prayers for you all?❤️
What a wrenching time for you all. I’ve always enjoyed hearing about the antics and seeing pictures of your doggies and seeing what a sweet boy Einstein was. Pets and their unconditional love really hit us in a special way. Blessings and prayers for you and the family as you grieve this sad loss.
Einstein was loved by all of us who follow you everyday. I am so very sad that he is gone, but comforted by the fact that he had such a wonderful family to be a part of.
Oh Michelle I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m at work and crying my eyes out for you and your family. What a touching tribute to Einstein, and all the wonderful pictures. You can have Joseph remember him by all the wonderful stories and pictures you have. Again, I’m so sorry…. Sending love and hugs….
I am so sorry to hear of Einstein’s passing. My heart was breaking for you as I read your beautiful tribute to him. He was a magnificent dog who had an incredible life with you. You were both so lucky to have each other. Thank you for all the great photos and stories of Einstein & Duke that you shared with us. Rest easy Einstein – you will be loved and remembered forever.
So very sorry for your loss, your an amazing dog owner who gave so much love to Einstein? stay strong for your family and Duke too!
This is such a beautiful tribute to Einstein. I am so sorry for your loss Michelle. I’m think about you and your family.
My heart breaks for you and I cry along with you as I read your post about Einstein. I am so sorry for your loss, but what a great full life he led and was able to share with you all. I too have 2 dogs, and they are my life. Just know that Einstein is no longer in pain, and he will still watch over you all. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
I am so sorry for your tremendous loss. You will meet again over the rainbow bridge. I too have many beloved pets waiting for me..
I thought “oh no, no, no” when I saw your email heading. I weep with you as if we were sisters and can add no more words of comfort then all the sweet ladies have before me.
So very sorry, how it hurts! Over the rainbow for Einstein, but always in your heart until you meet again. You did the right thing, your love wouldn’t of let him suffer even if that means he can’t be at your feet today. Laugh and allow yourself to cry over the wonderful memories you’ve made with that sweet fur boy. You have a big blessing on the way, Einstein will be watching from above. Love the weekly pictures, of him. Praying for your family.
You moved me to tears. He was a beautiful boy and I will pray for peace for your heart. I lost my best friend Sophie to cancer in February. Sophie was the best dog ever – smart, sassy, intuitive. She was up for anything. We miss her to this day. I see signs of her all the time and I hope you will see glimpses of Einstein’s soul around you often. We had to get a puppy pretty quickly as my remaining dog and I were just basket cases. Even my husband, who doesn’t particularly love dogs, urged me to bring a puppy home. He said he had never seen two sadder beings in his life – me and Vinny, my younger dog.
Hugs to you – I’m so very sorry for your profound loss.
Oh Michelle! That was the most beautiful tribute to such an amazing boy! It’s left me teary-eyed! I am without a dog in my life right now, and while I love my two kitties, this reminds me so much of why I miss having a dog in my life. Einstein continues to be a blessing through the memory of his time with you and the shadow of his footprints (cuz you KNOW he is still walking beside Joseph keeping an eye on his little buddy). Hugs to you and thank you for sharing your precious dogs with us every week!
My heart is aching as I read about Einstein. Thank you for sharing him with us all these years. Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
So, so sorry for your loss. Your loss is especially raw for me since I lost my beloved dog last month. It’s just amazing how they become part of every aspect of everyday life! My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Sounds like not only were you lucky to have him in your life, but that he was lucky to you in his life. Such a lovely (and heart wrenching) tribute to him. Letting go and saying goodbye are so difficult and remembering all those good things will sometimes seem so hard to bear but it’s those good things that you’ll want to remember forever. (Love the photo of him at the top of the stairs).
I am balling as I read this. We lost a Golden Retriever, Maggie Mae, to cancer 4 years ago. Now we have Lindsay Ann who was born the day Maggie Mae stopped eating (Divine Intervention). They are the best doggies. So many of the things you wrote are so familiar When I cry Lindsay always came right to my side even if I was in another room (one time I was crying over a movie I was watching). One time I was sick in bed and Maggie Mae never left the bed the entire day. The other day I scrapped my knee when I was getting out of my kayak and it bled. A few minutes later Lindsay was at my side licking my knee. The loyalty and unconditional love of a dog is beyond comprehension.
My most sincere sympathy,
Ann
So sorry for your loss. I’ve got to pull myself together after reading this before my kids wake up! :)
Hugs to you all, Michelle. I’ve lost a few cats, and it still breaks my heart years later. They are definitely family. May your heart be filled with the lovely, happy memories, for that is the only way I have coped with the loss of my beloved pets. And you are right about how special Einstein was. I had a cat who always knew when I needed comfort, just like Einstein knew for you. I had read a book once titled Journey of Souls, and it reinforced for me how even pets can be our soul mates. Einstein was for sure a soulmate of yours, and you two will meet again one day. May he rest in peace.
Just as there are no words to truly describe the heartache you are going through right now, there seem to be no words I can give you to help ease that pain. I’m sure you know that you are not alone in your grief, but I would also like you to know that, even though I am new to your site and haven’t had the pleasure of “knowing” for very long the incredible “fur friend”, Einstein, who called you “Mom”, my heart also aches for your loss. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and Prayers as you go through this very difficult time…. Run pain free now, Einstein, across the Rainbow Bridge, knowing how special and loved you were, and always will be, by your family!!
My heart breaks for you and your family. I,too, lost my yellow lab, Tess, about a year ago. My heart still hurts for her. You have wonderful memories that will sustain you until you again are reunited. I believe with all my heart that God will have our babies waiting for us in heaven. He will wait patiently for your arrival.
There are no words to alleviate the pain you feel right now. So sorry. Thank you for sharing.
Dear Michelle, you have touched my heart. I have always looked forward to Friday things and enjoy the pictures of Einstein, Duke and Joseph. I am so sorry for your loss, he was a very special dog and won the love and hearts of many! Thank you for sharing a beautiful tribute to him. May your days get lighter and your sorrows less, knowing Einstine watches over you all, from above.
Dear Michelle, I hoped also that it would be a long time before you had to write this post. Thank you for sharing your family and furry buddies with us. Making the right decision definitely doesn’t make it any easier. I too believe that they will be waiting for us. Thank you also for posting all the lovely photos of Einstein and your family. He was one lucky dog! <3
I’m so sorry to hear this. You have been in my thoughts and prayers and will continue to be. You were lucky to find him, and he had the best forever home a puppy could ever wish for. It is obvious you shared a wonderful bond with him that many people never know with their pets. May time ease your pain and sweeten your memories.
Well this pregnant lady is sobbing right now. Our dogs are our babies, a part of the family, and I cannot imagine how inconsolable I will be when one of ours goes home to rest. I am so sad and heartbroken for you, but I am also glad the time you got to enjoy with such an amazing dog and best friend.
I’m so sorry about Einstein–our pets are not just pets but part of our family, so its extra hard when they leave us. You gave your readers a lovely tribute to Einstein. Its really a blessing that when they’re so ill, we can be with them- talk to them and touch them while they go to ‘sleep’ and we ease their suffering. Believing that is something that always brings me comfort after the loss of my friend. Please take care, I know your heart is heavy at this time.
My heart breaks for you and your family Michelle. I lost my first golden to a stroke following adrenal cancer, five years ago although it still seems like yesterday. You and Einstein were so blessed to have eachother. Our furkids are so much more than dogs – they are our best friends, of confidants, and many times the loves of our lives. Treasure the memories and never stop making more with Duke and Joseph. Hugs.
My heart is broken for you all. My husband passed 6 months ago
and I haven’t stopped missing him. Reading about Einstein made me cry buckets of tears. I hope the two of them are together in Heaven.
Michelle, words fail to convey how much sorrow I feel for your loss. If we are lucky there is that one special animal that goes into our lives to change it forever. Einstein will be missed by many.
I’ve been sitting here crying for an hour. So very sorry for you loss – what a sweet wonderful boy he was and it was fun to see him grow up and be such a wonderful baby sitter for your son. They take a piece of our hearts with them when we lose them but leave so many good memories behind. I wish you and your family some peace in the days and weeks to come. Rest easy Einstein – you know how loved you will always be.
So sorry for your loss. I had a golden retriever and he was the best dog. Einstein will always live on in your hearts and memories.
What a beautiful tribute to your sweet friend. My heart is broken for you.
I am so sorry. I know your pain as we lost our beloved black lab, Hollie. Ten days later I lost my dad unexpectedly. They were best buds. I believe it happened so my dad would not be alone.
I pray for peace for you.
I’m so so sorry for your loss. Beautiful tribute and i cried reading it. He will always be watching over you. He is lucky to have had such a loving family.
I’m so sorry. I’ve had many dogs in my lifetime but only one with that “special secret bond”. It’s been almost 4 years and I think of him every. single. day. This post is heart wrenching (and beautiful) and I have loved seeing Einstein in your blog. Again, I am so so sorry.
Michelle,
I am crying as I read this, my heart is broken for you. I have had to put two poodles to sleep and it never gets easier. Remember the good times and cherish them.
Prayers to you and your family.
My heart aches so much for you Michelle and the heartbreak of losing Einstein. Your tribute to him is so beautiful and hopefully one day you can take comfort from the memories he has left you with. Our pets bring so much love and enrichment into our lives, which makes their passing so much harder to bear. Sending you much love during this awful time. Sleep peacefully you beautiful boy xxx
Oh, I’m so sorry! It really hits home because my kitty was just diagnosed with stage 4 kidney failure and he is that one special pet for me. I know what’s coming, and this post just brought all that to the surface. Einstein was such a great dog and a wonderful part of your family! I know you will miss him for a long time. What a great tribute to a special dog. Hugs.
I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words. Sending you a hug.
I am so very sorry for your loss. What a wonderful tribute to Einstein. He is at peace with all our beloved pets at Rainbow Bridge.
Wishing you peace.
Goodnight sweet prince. May flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.
Safe travels Einstein.
I’m sitting at work checking my emails and as soon as I saw the title of your post, my heart sank. Despite the sadness, your post was so comforting to read. I truly loved seeing the various pictures of Einstein. Thank you so much for sharing him and the rest of your family with us. I am so, so sorry for your loss. You all will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Michelle,I’m so sorry about Einstein he was a beautiful Dog.After losing sweet Coal he passed away in my arms .After a brief illness it is one of the hardest emotions to experience.Our Pets are such a joy and a Total important part of the family.Time will heal your sorrow.
I am deeply sorry for your loss. We have a dog that is 11 years old and I truly cannot imagine life without her. Sending you and your family thoughts and prayers.
RIP sweet boy, so sorry to hear of your loss
I am so sorry for your loss. I have been reading your blog for years and always loved seeing pictures of Einstein and reading stories about him.
My heart breaks for you and your family. I am so sorry for the loss of your fur baby..
I’m so sorry, totally crying reading this, this is a beatiful tribute to him, Hugs to you and your family!
My heart is broken for you. I too had a Golden Retriever, Ellie, that was, what I believe, my soul mate. She was just like your Einstein…Although she was sick from the age of 2 until she passed at 7, brought me more joy and love than any other pet that I have had since. I am so sorry for your loss, but know that he will always be with you.
So incredibly sorry for your loss!!
I am so sorry for your loss, sending many thoughts and prayers your way. This post is such a sweet tribute to your first baby.
My heart is aching for you and your family. I am so very sorry for your immense loss.
I understand the pain of losing a good dog. So sorry for your lose.
Michelle and family, so sad along with you. Thank you for sharing so much love that though we have never met, I feel like part of your family and will mourn this great doggie along with you. I am so sorry!
???? When I read first read the heading of your email I just started to cry! My hearts breaking for you!! I understand what you are going through and I am truly truly sorry. You were a good mom to him and I’m sure he knew it and had an amazing life because of you! There was nothing more that you could’ve done for him. You did the ABSOLUTE BEST you could for him and that was love him like no one else could. I just want to say please know that I’m thinking about you and your family , along with your website friends and that I am so so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family!!
I have no doubt that our beloved pets are waiting for is in heaven. I don’t believe God would create such perfect, loving creatures and not provide a special place for them after their lives on this earth. Until then, Einstein is your special guardian angel. Look for signs from him: for me, it’s pennies. I find them all the time. For others, it’s rainbows. Be assured, though, that he’s still there watching over you.
My heart breaks for you and your family. Goldens are THE perfect family pet. I know he is in a better place where he can run, chase tennis balls and play tug of war.
I am so sorry for your loss! Thank you so much for sharing your story today and all the great doggie stories throughout the years of Einstein.
My heart aches reading this. I am so sorry! Thank you for sharing your sweet, handsome boy with all of us here. You all were blessed to have each other. Thinking of and praying for your family. Run free, Einstein…
Many prayers Michelle.
Having had to say good bye to our treasured dog was not easy & very emotional. I am so so sorry about your loss. What a beautiful & loving tribute to Einstein.
Cherish all your wonderful memories.
He knows he was loved so.
I am so so sorry, Michelle, on your loss. Condolences to you and your family. May you find consolation in memories. What a true friend, your Einstein.
So heartbreaking. Einstein was fortunate to have such a loving family.
I am moved so much with your post and I’m here, tears streaming down my face. I’m so sorry for your loss. Einstein was a wonderful dog, loved so much and spoilt in every way. Beautiful dog… Remember the great times and that you did the right thing for him right to the end. ??
What a loving, loyal, attentive dog. Special pets are rare in this life, but you were lucky enough to have one of them, and Einstein was lucky to have an amazing owner. A beautiful way to honor him!!! My prayers are with you and your family.
I am so, so sorry for you and your family, Michelle. When you didn’t post this weekend, I feared this might have happened. This tribute and the photos were so lovely. Einstein was such a special dog and he will be with you always. We just lost our beautiful girl,Scarlet, in April. She was 16 and almost 4 months but I still was certain we’d have more time with her. It is never enough. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am grateful that you shared your beautiful boy with us. I am glad you posted so many pictures of him and told his story. I’m sure he must be in heaven now watching over your whole extended family. What a special dog he was!!!
God bless you. I am so sorry. The only fault a dog has is their way too short life. It is devastating when they leave us. But it gets easier with time.
I’m so sorry for you loss. I have followed your blog for years and know how special Einstein was. This post is such a beautiful tribute to the joy he brought you and that you brought him. I lost my beloved field spaniel a few years ago to heart failure at the age of 10 and know this pain. I wish you peace and strength.
I have been thinking about you and your family. Your post just brought me to my knees. I am so, so sorry for your loss. You guys were so lucky to have each other. Einstein touched all of us who read your blog. That face was impossible to not fall in love with. I know I will miss seeing his face in your posts. May God give you peace, and I know Einstein will be watching over you. You are in my prayers. ❤
My heart is breaking right along with you. He was a beautiful boy and the love and loyalty you had for each other came through in your writing and the beautiful pictures you took.I believe Joseph will remember Einstein.
So sorry for your loss. Crying right now, because I feel it too. Being the recipient of this unconditional love, that you have received as well. I know what it feels like to have to make that horrible decision and to question whether or not you’re doing the right thing. Always remember that you had Einsteins best interests at heart.
Thank you for sharing him and your family with us. He was incredible.
Our dog Indiana sat on the porch in the back yard and howled (had never done this before), after our dog Lucky passed away. They were best buds, and it broke your heart to hear him howling and expressing his loss like that.
Big hugs. My shirt is soaked. I’m going to change. All the best
I am so sorry about Einstein. Dogs are so special and it is never easy to lose them. He was lucky to have such a loving and caring family!
I have lost several dogs now and it is never easy, but I know that their souls are still with me and will always be in my heart.
Take care and my thoughts are with you and your family!
How very lucky you both were for having been so very loved.
I am so sorry. I know how devastating this is & my heart goes out to you & the family b
I was afraid to read your post this morning for fear it was sad news. It was the last email I read and cried the whole time. It was a wonderful tribute to a wonderful buddy. I am so sorry for your loss. I loved seeing the pics of him growing up. He is such a beautiful animal. Do take comfort in the fact that you gave him a loving home for all his life and he was a happy guy. My thoughts and prayers are with you on this sad, sad day.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Einstein seemed like a wonderful big brother and great friend to all. My thoughts are with you!
I have always adored the pictures of Einstein. I am so sorry for your families loss. My favorite is the profile shot of him and Duke sitting in front of the Christmas tree looking up. So precious.
I’m so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. He was such a sweet boy.
Words can’t tell you how very sorry I am. I am sobbing as I write this. I’m not eloquent but just want you to know that your family is in my prayers for the loss of this incredible companion. I’m so sorry!
Oh, I am so, so sorry about Einstein. My crying heart goes out to you and your family. We too had a wonderful “golden”–they are surely special. May all your warm, special memories help you through this difficult time. My thoughts and prayers to you . . .
Michelle, Such a lovelyy tribute to Einstein. I’m sorry for your loss.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I have tears streaming down my face as I read your eloquent heart felt post. Thankyou so much for sharing Einstein with us. He was a special boy and will be sadly missed. Hugs to you and your family from down under (Hobart, Tasmania) xoxo
Such a beautiful post, will miss reading about him. So sorry for you and your family.
So very sorry for your loss. Words can not take away the heartache you feel, but know that in time it will be a bit easier. Let the memories give you comfort and know that your beautiful four-legged furry baby touches many lives through his photos. Hugs and prayers for you and your family. Give Duke an extra hug from me for his loss too.
My heart is broken at the lost of you beloved pup. I have followed you and your family for several years and feel like they are mine as well. Please know that this precious pup is now “Over the Rainbow” and waits for you and yours. Rest easy pup. You are in good hands.
Oh, Michelle. My heart is broken for you! I think that is probably one of the most difficult decisions in the world. I’m so sorry your buddy is gone and his life was too short! You gave him a beautiful life and he touched your soul and the lives of each person you shared him with. Take comfort in the sweet memories you have of him.
My heart is breaking for you and your family. I am so sorry. Sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts!
Oh, Michelle, what a beautiful, sweet tribute to Einstein. After seeing this on Instagram I’ve thought of you guys all weekend. I have enjoyed seeing his pictures and updates every Friday for years. Take care of yourselves. May the wonderful memories of this special guy give you peace in the coming weeks.
I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I know there is a high hole in your hearts and your life. It’s one if the hardest and most unfair decisions we have to make. I still miss our Jake. I pray for your hearts to be comforted and always hold on to those wonderful days you had with him. Rest Sweet Einstein
RIP Einstein…you are now in doggie heaven running around and playing with all the other doggie souls.. You are now at peace.. God will look after you. Michelle, my heart goes out to you…..xxx????
Oh, Michelle, I’m heartbroken for you! I’m so sorry and know how much you love him and miss him. What a beautiful & wonderful dog he was. Thinking about you!
Love following your blog, I’m so sorry to hear about Einstein’s passing. Your posts were always made brighter by him and Duke, he looks like an amazingly happy dog. How lucky for the both of you to have had each others lives made better by the other. What an amazing friendship xx
So very sorry for your loss. It is the worst decision that anyone ever has to make and nothing ever makes it hurt any less. Over a year later I still cry when I think about losing my golden Captain Morgan, so keep strong! Rest in Peace Einstein…it was always the highlight of my week seeing pictures of you!
I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s so, so, hard to lose our friends. When we lost our first golden, a yellow butterfly was around me all day. I felt it was him telling me everything was ok. Now, every time I see a yellow butterfly, I feel it’s him!! Seek out the book “Dog Heaven” by Cynthia Rylant. It’s really a children’s book, but it brought me much comfort.
“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.” Dr. Seuss
He was so beautiful in every way, and we are all richer for having read this and experienced this, through you. My condolences.
Thinking of you and your family during this terribly tough time. Lots of love, Rebecca xx
I am so sorry for your loss Michelle; I’ve loved following Einstein’s adventures (and yours) through the years. He seemed like such a good dog. I have no doubt that he knew how much he was loved. Take care of yourself.
I’m so sad about your loss. It’s devastating to lose a pet especially so suddenly. Einstein was so well loved by you and your family.
Hi Michelle, I am crying right now after reading your post… I’ve been praying for you for God to give you the strength you need now to get through this sad time. I am so,so,so sad that he is gone..I know exactly how you feel. I had to put my cat down four years ago and it was a terrible experience. I didnt want him to suffer anymore, yet I suffered from terrible guilt that I made the call to have him put to sleep. Anyway, rest in the fact that you gave him a great life and he is at peace now. It will get better in time Michelle, I promise. Take care of yourself.
I am so deeply sorry about your loss Michelle and i know how much you loved Einstein! He was such a special dog and I think he could be anyones best friend. Thinking of you and prayers are with you and your family during this time xxx All my love!
What a beautiful tribute to your sweet Einstein. Sending healing thoughts. It is amazing what love our dogs bring us and give to us. Thank you for sharing these pictures.
So sorry for the loss of your sweet buddy!
I am so sorry for your loss!
Michelle, I am so sorry. You and Einstein are so lucky to have had each other. I know without a doubt that he is waiting for you and he’s watching over Joseph just like he did in life. Thank you for sharing his sweet face with us over the years–every single picture of Duke and Einstein was beyond precious. I lost my soul mate dog in March and I’m still crying all the time, but the tears aren’t as sad now. It’s more happy memories. I pray that you and your family will find peace soon.
My heart aches for you. I was hugging my dog while I read your loving tribute to Einstein. I have some sense of what you are feeling — my previous dog was diagnosed with bone cancer in one leg. It was sudden as well, and I didn’t want her to suffer. I cried for days. Hugs to your whole family.
Crying so hard my husband came over to see what was wrong with me. My heart breaks for you. I am so deeply sorry.
You gave such Eintein such a wonderful life, and he certainly gave you and your family unconditional love. What a beautiful dedication to Einstein. I hope the memories will soon warm your heart with joy in place of the the heartbreak of such a loss.
We’ll all miss seeing Einstein. I always shared your weekly pictures with my girls as they were growing up; now I’ll have to tell them the sad news. We’re dog lovers, too…this made me cry and hug my dog a little closer. (A few weeks ago our vet told us that she likely has the early stages of dementia. Now we’re super-watchful for any unusual behavior or hint of any discomfort.) Thank you for sharing your experience…he was obviously well-loved!
Oh, I’m so sorry to hear this! I’ve been a long time reader and have so enjoyed reading about Einstein and watching him grow up. Every year when it’s my Chocolate lab’s birthday, I always bake him your doggie cake recipe that you’d make Einstein. Hugs to you and your family!
Oh Michelle, I am totally sobbing right now! It’s amazing that as bloggers, we get to know each other’s husbands, kids, pets, favorite foods, grandparents, favorite sports teams, and a million other things and ever since 2008 I have been reading about all of yours and feel I have known Einstein too. I am so, so, so deeply sorry. My prayers are with all of you :) xo
I’m totally crying reading this. What a beautiful tribute! Makes me think of my Jack, who passed away a couple of years ago. There are so many great dogs out there but sometimes you get lucky and get one who ismjust so special. Jack was that dog for me and it sounds like Einstein was for you. Rest in peace Einstein.
I’m so sorry. What a truly lovely tribute to a wonderful friend though. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family and to sweet Einstein
A beautiful tribute to a beautiful loving pet!
I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is always so hard, especially when it’s just so unexpected. He seemed like such a sweet boy. I’m sending good thoughts your way.